StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
189
Still Tired.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Any other day to contemplate if I should continue or kick the bucket
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
644
Immediately I'm able to tell if I'm motivated or just in the bed for another night. 75% of the time I basically rot in bed. The other 25% it's almost like I'm happy.
 
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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
490
V.tired not rly wanting to get out of bed. Hopefully just because my sleep scheduall was no-good recently, otherwise there's basically nothing I could do.
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
Wondering why I'm still alive and didn't die in my dream.
 
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Catastrofe

Student
Apr 5, 2023
115
I think : omg, again.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
294
panic from having to go through another day
 
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yetep30736

Member
Jun 22, 2023
19
Living another day...
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,941
The urge to fall back asleep. If I have work or something else to do I force myself up. If not I usually sleep at least half the day away and then regret all the wasted time when I wake up. Then I tell myself that I'll do more with myself the next day, I never do.
 
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_(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

_(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

Member
Mar 20, 2023
19
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,829
Utter dread at still being alive. It's like this very long, very desperate: 'NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!'
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
this
 

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soft-flower345

soft-flower345

🌸I'm ashamed of who I've become🌸
May 15, 2023
93
Everytime I wakeup, I feel really blissfully weightless for a split second, then I remember who I am, where I am, what my life is, and those realizations slam into me all at once and I just want to go back to sleeping again.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
I wake up, make my coffee and stare out the window before realising "Oh fuck" work in 2 hours..

Then i sit with my coffee staring at the floor wishing i could just rest and not feel dread anymore, like a kid waking up for school i wish i could just sleep.

It's hard to be positive when your company has rich bastards who never feel the dread of being paid peanuts.

If i had a quick method like a pill, man I'd be tempted to clean house
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
Depression
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Sad that I didn't die in my sleep
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,720
i prefer death than another day in this hellhole
 
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Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
186
depression and anxiety
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
I just feel disappointed that I'm still trapped here and I also feel dread for what lies ahead as after all we exist in this hellish world where there is unlimited potential to suffer. Having the ability to exist here truly is such a dreadful thing, I find it awful how we cannot just choose to permanently leave in our sleep.
 
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PinkyStat

PinkyStat

It’s killing me
Jun 4, 2023
143
''ohwhshejszu'', ''I want to sleep more'', ''ok'' or literally nothing
 
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Lostsoul333

Lostsoul333

Member
Dec 5, 2019
22
I feel a profound sadness and emptiness. I usually begin my day crying that I'm still alive.

I wish I could transfer my health to a terminally ill person that wants to live because I'm wasting my life.

I flew across the country to be with my family because I thought it would help me feel less depressed but I think it's made it worse. I feel so lonely even though I'm not alone.

I'm planning on going back to my apartment across the country in the next few weeks to ctb. I don't want to traumatize my parents by having them find my body. It makes me sad there doesn't seem to be anything anyone can do to help. :(

Lost - Tired - Heartbroken - Hallow
 
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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

it/its
Jun 3, 2022
74
every time i wake up its like a blast of noise to my head i hate it a loit. sometimes my brain also likes to show horrible images in my head just as i wake up and i cant get my mind off it for the rest of the day
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
Like I need to pee.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
Africa Trees GIF by The Guardian
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,356
Nothing, I rarely feel anything.
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
woke up again in another disbelief that this is really happening. I was supposed to work and hang out this summer, not be dead in couple of days
 
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hamtaro

hamtaro

Paragon
Oct 8, 2022
950
Sick from physical illness
 
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