Whats the best substance 2 kill oneself with

[sckicksal345]

Im thinking in terms off how pain full it is and how easy it is to aquire

 

[PeacefulTonic]

You've been here for a while now. Surely, you should be able to assess this based on your own research?

 

[sckicksal345]

You've been here for a while now. Surely, you should be able to assess this based on your own research?

sorry ive barely used this site as u can c i hav lik 5 posts

 

[Dot]

Info hre.

Thread 'Suicide Resource Compilation' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

An overdose of N is. Though N is expensive. It's an anesthetic that has the same effect as when you lose consciousness for surgery. After losing consciousness, your heart stops and you stop breathing. (I think because the brain stops sending signals for your heart to beat and for you to keep breathing.)

 

[Flying Away]

If you can't afford N then SN or Amitriptyline are good options. I would suggest doing research though. In the end only you can choose.

 

[LostMyWorld]

Info hre.

Thread 'Suicide Resource Compilation' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

Where is this info? And the wiki or resources with files?

 

[Dot]

Where is this info? And the wiki or resources with files?

Srry hs bm remvd snce thn

 

[LostMyWorld]

Srry hs bm remvd snce thn

Do you know if it's permanent? I should of tried to save the info.
So much important information.

 

[LilBird]

Sn

 

[RealLostSoul]

An overdose of N is. Though N is expensive. It's an anesthetic that has the same effect as when you lose consciousness for surgery. After losing consciousness, your heart stops and you stop breathing. (I think because the brain stops sending signals for your heart to beat and for you to keep breathing.)

You go unconscious and stop breathing and then get cardiac arrest as a result not the other way around. The heart pumps autonomically and is only stimulated by symphatetic / parasympathetic innervation.

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

You go unconscious and stop breathing and then get cardiac arrest as a result not the other way around. The heart pumps autonomically and is only stimulated by symphatetic / parasympathetic innervation.

I only meant that they both occur only after unconsciousness so that there isn't any pain. Some people worry that they'll feel short of breath or other uncomfortable symptoms after taking N but since the dying process occurs after unconsciousness, it shouldn't feel like anything.

 

[nico1420]

i suspected that the wiki had been removed, one day was there and the next pufff....

 

[Johnjohn1]

An overdose of N is. Though N is expensive. It's an anesthetic that has the same effect as when you lose consciousness for surgery. After losing consciousness, your heart stops and you stop breathing. (I think because the brain stops sending signals for your heart to beat and for you to keep breathing.)

Has Philip Nitschke or anybody else found that when the brain stop sending signals for the heart to beat that there is a suffocating feeling? I guess nobody can truly know without having it happen to themselves. But I wonder if being unconscious might mitigate or decrease the suffocating feeling?

 

[WilNord]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-co2-reaction-method-and-my-test-of-it.75109/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/formic-acid-sulphuric-acid-method.233/page-5

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Has Philip Nitschke or anybody else found that when the brain stop sending signals for the heart to beat that there is a suffocating feeling? I guess nobody can truly know without having it happen to themselves. But I wonder if being unconscious might mitigate or decrease the suffocating feeling?

In order to feel like one is suffocating you have to be conscious. Therefore, you won't feel anything. If you're conscious but can't move, that's called paralysis. N doesn't paralyze you. It slows your brain down so much neurons stop communicating with each other. Even the signals for your lungs to breathe stop getting sent from your brain slowing down so much, it can't even regulate essential bodily functions. N causes the deepest state of unconsciousness that a human being can reach without actually being dead. In fact, they use N to put people into medically induced comas. It has the same effect on the brain as anesthetic that is used for surgery. And people don't wake up from surgery complaining about the pain they were in during it.

 

[Johnjohn1]

It's a really good explanation of the whole situation. I appreciate you sending it. Thank you so much. I wonder how quickly I will be unconscious after drinking two bottles? A total of 13 grams. Thanks so much for any feedback again

 

[RealLostSoul]

I only meant that they both occur only after unconsciousness so that there isn't any pain. Some people worry that they'll feel short of breath or other uncomfortable symptoms after taking N but since the dying process occurs after unconsciousness, it shouldn't feel like anything.

Yes I was just referring to you saying "your brain stops sending signals to your heart to pump" (which the heart has the sinus node for). I don't know how Nembutal works exactly but if it's a narcotic it's probably drugging out your pons/medulla oblongata so you go unconscious and your breathing related ganglia stop working so you suffocate while being unconscious. (if it's a muscle relaxant as well it may as well block your breathing related muscles)
How that's gonna feel is pretty easy to describe if you ever went under anasthesia : it's like that except you never "come back" because no one intubated you.
Tldr, poisoning yourself like that is the best ctb method by far. The only thing I might be concerned with is that the substance gets broken down before your fully dead.. aka your metabolism managed to break down the substance and you reawaken but with severe brain damage. I guess a high enough dosage and proper management (with IV drip optimally) should make that impossible.

It's a really good explanation of the whole situation. I appreciate you sending it. Thank you so much. I wonder how quickly I will be unconscious after drinking two bottles? A total of 13 grams. Thanks so much for any feedback again

Look up Michelle Causse. She filmed her death by that substance in an euthanasia clinic. It's a few mins after drinking you feel very sleepy and drowsy and go unconscious. Imo IV applied poison is better if you are afraid of SI kicking in after drinking (I couldn't stand knowing I just drank that)

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Yes I was just referring to you saying "your brain stops sending signals to your heart to pump" (which the heart has the sinus node for). I don't know how Nembutal works exactly but if it's a narcotic it's probably drugging out your pons/medulla oblongata so you go unconscious and your breathing related ganglia stop working so you suffocate while being unconscious. (if it's a muscle relaxant as well it may as well block your breathing related muscles)
How that's gonna feel is pretty easy to describe if you ever went under anasthesia : it's like that except you never "come back" because no one intubated you.
Tldr, poisoning yourself like that is the best ctb method by far. The only thing I might be concerned with is that the substance gets broken down before your fully dead.. aka your metabolism managed to break down the substance and you reawaken but with severe brain damage. I guess a high enough dosage and proper management (with IV drip optimally) should make that impossible.

Look up Michelle Causse. She filmed her death by that substance in an euthanasia clinic. It's a few mins after drinking you feel very sleepy and drowsy and go unconscious. Imo IV applied poison is better if you are afraid of SI kicking in after drinking (I couldn't stand knowing I just drank that)

Oh wow I never considered that possibility of one's metabolism breaking the N down too fast That sounds terrible. Hopefully, you're right about a high enough overdose being enough to counteract that possibility. That's the scary kind of failure that makes me consider a secondary back-up to the N such as drowning after losing consciousness. Ideally, I'd like to purchase and down 4 bottles of N, way more than enough to kill a single person.

I'd hope my SI wouldn't kick in though after drinking it since I will have had more than enough time to reconsider my options to CBT and the N itself would have a sedating effect which I'd hope would actually lower my SI rapidly after it's effects begin to take hold. I don't plan on fighting it, that's for sure. After I drink, I want the whole process to be over with as quick and painlessly as possible. I'd like to flood my brain with as many comforts as possible without thinking about death in my final moments before lights out. I imagine if I'm still conscious after chugging, I'll put on a Youtube video I like to distract myself and drift off while keeping my mind distracted on the video.

Do you have any experience going under full anesthesia before? Personally, I haven't, but I wish I had something like that for reference. I just have to trust the words of others who have went under the knife and came back to tell the tale untraumatized.

 

[Johnjohn1]

Oh wow I never considered that possibility of one's metabolism breaking the N down too fast That sounds terrible. Hopefully, you're right about a high enough overdose being enough to counteract that possibility. That's the scary kind of failure that makes me consider a secondary back-up to the N such as drowning after losing consciousness. Ideally, I'd like to purchase and down 4 bottles of N, way more than enough to kill a single person.

I'd hope my SI wouldn't kick in though after drinking it since I will have had more than enough time to reconsider my options to CBT and the N itself would have a sedating effect which I'd hope would actually lower my SI rapidly after it's effects begin to take hold. I don't plan on fighting it, that's for sure. After I drink, I want the whole process to be over with as quick and painlessly as possible. I'd like to flood my brain with as many comforts as possible without thinking about death in my final moments before lights out. I imagine if I'm still conscious after chugging, I'll put on a Youtube video I like to distract myself and drift off while keeping my mind distracted on the video.

Do you have any experience going under full anesthesia before? Personally, I haven't, but I wish I had something like that for reference. I just have to trust the words of others who have went under the knife and came back to tell the tale untraumatized.

4 bottles would be a lot too Chuck down. Maybe three bottles. I kind of wish I would have ordered a third bottle. However, I am quite thin as I'm 6 ft 2 and weigh 178 lb. I hope two bottles is enough.

 

[summers]

Pure, powder form F, administered iv. Instant and painless.

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

4 bottles would be a lot too Chuck down. Maybe three bottles. I kind of wish I would have ordered a third bottle. However, I am quite thin as I'm 6 ft 2 and weigh 178 lb. I hope two bottles is enough.

Oh I guess it's possible I'd pass out before finishing all 4. But I definitely would feel more secure knowing I drank as much of it as possible. How many mouthfuls of liquid do you think 1 bottle is?

 

[Johnjohn1]

Oh I guess it's possible I'd pass out before finishing all 4. But I definitely would feel more secure knowing I drank as much of it as possible. How many mouthfuls of liquid do you think 1 bottle is?

Probably just a few gulps in each bottle

Probably just a few gulps in each bottle

A few gulps of liquid is a lot though

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Probably just a few gulps in each bottle

Then perhaps it may be possible for me to down 4. I heard it can take 3-5 minutes sometimes until unconsciousness and by 10 minutes essentially everyone is out. I plan to open all the bottles first before attempting to drink perhaps even pouring them all into one cup so I can drink all the liquid as fast as possible.

 

[Johnjohn1]

Then perhaps it may be possible for me to down 4. I heard it can take 3-5 minutes sometimes until unconsciousness and by 10 minutes essentially everyone is out. I plan to open all the bottles first before attempting to drink perhaps even pouring them all into one cup so I can drink all the liquid as fast as possible.

Same here. I plan to open my two bottles and pour it into a larger cup so that I can drink it a little faster

 

[RealLostSoul]

Oh wow I never considered that possibility of one's metabolism breaking the N down too fast That sounds terrible. Hopefully, you're right about a high enough overdose being enough to counteract that possibility. That's the scary kind of failure that makes me consider a secondary back-up to the N such as drowning after losing consciousness. Ideally, I'd like to purchase and down 4 bottles of N, way more than enough to kill a single person.

I'd hope my SI wouldn't kick in though after drinking it since I will have had more than enough time to reconsider my options to CBT and the N itself would have a sedating effect which I'd hope would actually lower my SI rapidly after it's effects begin to take hold. I don't plan on fighting it, that's for sure. After I drink, I want the whole process to be over with as quick and painlessly as possible. I'd like to flood my brain with as many comforts as possible without thinking about death in my final moments before lights out. I imagine if I'm still conscious after chugging, I'll put on a Youtube video I like to distract myself and drift off while keeping my mind distracted on the video.

Do you have any experience going under full anesthesia before? Personally, I haven't, but I wish I had something like that for reference. I just have to trust the words of others who have went under the knife and came back to tell the tale untraumatized.

You don't need to be afraid of that - it won't happen. Just don't fuck around with a lower than lethal dose and you are fine.

The YouTube video is a good idea. It should kick in rapidly. You drink it, have the bad taste in your mouth and after a couple of mins you become rapidly drowsy and unconscious just like during surgeries. Pro tip: take some benzos before. I think they do that in euthanasia clinics as well. To keep yourself calm.

No I haven't but I hope I will in about a month. Last life recovery for me is a "cosmetic" surgery I am waiting for for 2 years now. Covid fucked it up multiple times but in january I hope it will be my turn. I am a little bit afraid of going under anesthesia even if I fully now how it goes down .I guess I will also listen to music when passing out if they allow it lol.

 

[ElderRecluse]

I'm sorry, I'm new here. Where is anyone getting N? According to PPH nearly all mail order ads are scams, and there is no place you can just walk in and buy it.

 

[Johnjohn1]

Is two bottles of vet N enough for a fan mail person

Im thinking in terms off how pain full it is and how easy it is to aquire

Sorry for the typos above. I meant is two bottles enough for a thin person? I am 6 ft 2 and weigh 178 lb. I was voice typing above as my fingers hurt. Sorry again for the typos

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

I'm sorry, I'm new here. Where is anyone getting N? According to PPH nearly all mail order ads are scams, and there is no place you can just walk in and buy it.

There's a valid source in the PPH. You may have skipped over it.

 

[myopybyproxy]

There's a valid source in the PPH. You may have skipped over it.

Which is where? Seems it has been taken down.

Pure, powder form F, administered iv. Instant and painless.

Yep, this is my plan. Can't get it pure so I'm overcompensating with the dose.