What's stopping you and what's your method?

[eternalmelancholy]

My method used to be partial suspension. But after a few failures I have decided to go with N. It should arrive pretty soon.

I hope I can ctb once I get my hands on it. I know the longer I wait, the harder it will be. I still have 2 months of living expenses saved. So I don't feel rushed but I should probably do it fairly quickly.

 

[Starryeyes]

Waiting 12 weeks for my CBT therapy. I'm hoping it helps me feel less angry at the world. I have SN if not.

 

[HeckingHecked]

I'm conflicted. I know things are likely not to improve, especially being an adult, soon to be out of school, but I can't help but wonder what life would be like if I had friends. Right now I have a few, but I'm bound to lose them within a couple days. For now, they are convincing me to stay alive for them. When they abandon me, though, is when I'm going to partial hang myself. Might do it, sooner.

 

[willitpass]

my method will most likely be full suspension in a forest, however i am curious about the night-night method where you use a long straight object and twist a strip of fabric. also want to find a way to obtain sleeping pills so i can put a trash bag over my head and suffocate while asleep.

currently my SI is still high after going into recovery a few months ago for the first time in years. that will go down, i'm just waiting it out, no need to rush it. i also want to spend the holidays with my family as i was in a psych hospital for all of the holidays last year. and i need time to work through the methods, i don't want to hurry to one and it not be the right one. i am currently in no hurry, the time will come when it is right
my method will most likely be full suspension in a forest, however i am curious about the night-night method where you use a long straight object and twist a strip of fabric. also want to find a way to obtain sleeping pills so i can put a trash bag over my head and suffocate while asleep.

currently my SI is still high after going into recovery a few months ago for the first time in years. that will go down, i'm just waiting it out, no need to rush it. i also want to spend the holidays with my family as i was in a psych hospital for all of the holidays last year. and i need time to work through the methods, i don't want to hurry to one and it not be the right one. i am currently in no hurry, the time will come when it is right

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Still living for certain family member(s). My method is partial or full suspension. My first rope was taken away when I was caught practicing, so I only have one more left and have to be careful.

 

[Dear Agony]

Family is the only thing stopping me, and my method is full suspension as well.

 

[DemonicAngel]

I have N, but I love my cats too much to leave them. I need to find how long N lasts.

 

[9kevinngannou]

Waiting for both my SN and meto.

 

[Silenos]

I was stopped by the fact that I have perfectionist tendencies. I wanted to do it in another country which I couldn't get to due to the lockdowns. In that waiting period I sort of gave up on my urgency to die and figured I'll try to do as many things on my bucket list as I can. So that's what I'm working on right now.

When it's time, I'll jump from a special place. Probably get my 5 minutes of fame after death.

 

[JinZhin]

I will give one reason. This is actually ridiculous, but If I were to leave, my family wouldn't even be able to afford a casket, they are often as 1.5times as an mid tier salary here so...I wouldn't mind being buried in a trash can but as they are going through some hard times now, I'd wait for them to become more clear headed, as hypocritical that sounds

 

[bed]

N is my method and SI/fear of the dying process is what's stopping me

same boat

 

[waterstrider]

Fear & not finding the sweet spot.

 

[SamuelClemens400]

CO poisoning, and I dont have any money to buy some charcoal

 

[Talvikki]

I'm afraid to wake up after drinking n