What's keeping you here?

[iwishtodie8]

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If you're not ready to die yet, what's the reason?

Mine is my best friend. I can't do this to her.

Still cant find SN in my country plus i still try to maje it work with my psychiatrist

 

[Catchingdabus27]

Hmm fear ig. Fear of buying method from source and fuckin welfare check orrrrr it not being potent or some shit. More so though the fear of the experience of dying. Nothing in particular is quick enough to appeal over ny survival instincts.

Atm too im not that that suicidal. Just kinda but not feeling particularly that aching need to end my life and thus taking this process "slow" or just procrastinating I dunno.

Im so indecisive about life so it transfers into everything.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

If you're not ready to die yet, what's the reason?

Mine is my best friend. I can't do this to her.

I finalize my last will & testament tomorrow morning.
Then the wait is over.

 

[HollowDrop]

Other people in my life and my current lack of materials needed for my ctb method.

 

[outrider567]

To remind myself that I'm not the only one suffering in this world