What's keeping you alive?

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

pro lifers keeping watch on me
give me 3 days alone id be gone

 

[suicidalloser]

not having a method anymore

 

[Susman]

In as many or as few words as you want, what is keeping you alive?
for me, it's entertainment, especially games, books, movies, music and tv shows

Apathy

 

[loyalskateboard]

I can't even brush my teeth every day, there's no way I can organise a method like inert gas. I'm too much of a pussy for jumping or using a train or some other painful but accessible method. Partial is my backup but I don't want to go that route. My SN plans are most likely cancelled unless a miracle happens.

 

[Fenrirsend]

In as many or as few words as you want, what is keeping you alive?
for me, it's entertainment, especially games, books, movies, music and tv shows

Waiting on someone close to me who sick to go....that n being to dumb to find some f.

 

[gabagee]

Nothing keeping me alive right now. Going to start a course I have no passion in (only doing for the money); About to get married next year, but afraid I will be married to someone who doesn't truly love me. All she wants is assistance in purchasing a nice house and a supply of seed to make children. I'm practically dispensable after that.

No one has ever truly loved me. Even my own mother detested me. I've only ever tried to live to make everyone else happy and feel loved, but now I feel I have nothing left to give.
I don't want to burden my loved ones with all these negative feelings. All this time, I've made it my purpose to bring joy to others, and opening up this ugly side of myself will only go against that purpose.

I'd rather keep it to myself and die alone and happy. My wish is that the whole world forget about me after I am gone.

 

[usernamerequired]

At this point I don't even know anymore, every day is pure pain and people are leaving me left and right.
I guess I just don't want to hurt my parents, that's basically it

 

[bluebird16]

Not having a method except drowning

 

[missinginactions]

Cats, cannabis and video games
Oh and concerts

 

[iiNico]

collecting things, mainly knives.. I would wanna get rid of them before I do but I like them too much

 

[flyingrabbitt]

As dumb as it sounds, one of my alters/parts. He's always so happy despite remembering some horrific things we went through and I want to at least give him a chance at a happy life and recovery even if I don't really want it.

 

[chahan.trading]

Things i want to get for my life. Now it seems really impossible.

 

[isthisit?]

Shipping times.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Definitely not these same repetitive questions. If you gonna keep doing it, at least let us get paid for it.
Always a new user doing it, clear data gatherer for more worthless statistic purposes.

Yeah, a new user who doesn't yet have the search function. How little we pay attention, huh?

 

[RedHates]

My best friend that lives in another state, videogames, and insanely bad movies.

 

[waverinthought]

For me, its my boyfriend and seeing my hair grow since I've never had long hair before.

 

[dogtired]

My mum lost her dad to suicide and I can't bring myself to put her through that again. She's also had a lot of other tragic losses, and she's dedicated her life to helping me through all my shit. Most other people in my life would be sad but eventually move on, but I don't think my mum would ever find happiness again if I killed myself.