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TheStartOfEnding
Member
- May 1, 2018
- 56
in a country where guns aren't legal.
Most methods take a lot of work, research, buying stuff online, or sometimes buying stuff that i don't know even where to find in my country (brickets), i also don't have a garden for the CO method (can't it be done in a house ? ), i first was hopeful about trains, but we have no TGV in my country (Morocco) and i've read that trains aren't a sure way to die if they aren't TGV and unless you put your neck on the track (i absolutely can't do that, i can jump in front it, but putting my neck on the track is something my survival mechanism won't let me do) i feel trapped and i have 0 motivation EXCEPT TO DIE, i want to die, sure 100% about it, but i don't have the motivation to buy a shitton of shit, mix it without even being sure of it working etc etc, i feel trapped in life, hateful of this society that makes all painless methods illegal.
Most methods take a lot of work, research, buying stuff online, or sometimes buying stuff that i don't know even where to find in my country (brickets), i also don't have a garden for the CO method (can't it be done in a house ? ), i first was hopeful about trains, but we have no TGV in my country (Morocco) and i've read that trains aren't a sure way to die if they aren't TGV and unless you put your neck on the track (i absolutely can't do that, i can jump in front it, but putting my neck on the track is something my survival mechanism won't let me do) i feel trapped and i have 0 motivation EXCEPT TO DIE, i want to die, sure 100% about it, but i don't have the motivation to buy a shitton of shit, mix it without even being sure of it working etc etc, i feel trapped in life, hateful of this society that makes all painless methods illegal.