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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Experienced
Sep 7, 2024
249
What is in everybody's Ctb kit?
I either own everything or it's on its way to me. But haven't assembled altogether yet.

My kit:

SN

water in water bottle

Shot glass

Measuring cup

Blanket(s)

Plastic sheeting

Paper and pen/marker

Advanced Directive & DNR

lorazepam

Propranolol

Prochlorperazine suppositories

Tums

Mouthwash

Photos of Jesse

Mixing spoon

Small Plastic cups several

Small Scale

Enough $ for hotel just in case can't do at home ($200?)

Notes/ death planner

Adult diaper

Hospital vomit bags

Small stuffed animal for comfort



Anna


Edit to add someone posted this last November (and probs several other times) as well: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/what-is-in-your-ctb-kit.184590/
 
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fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
33
in my wooden box:
two rolled up socks,
a ligature,
another ligature made from yarn, nicknamed yarnie
my ctb note,
phone with music on
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
630
SN, measuring cup, scale, plastic spoon, propranolol, meto, antacid, ibuprofen, mouthwash. that's it for the protocol stuff (couldn't get my hands on any benzos). otherwise i'm just bringing my phone and my favorite book. i like the idea of bringing an adult diaper though tbh, i think im gonna use that
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Experienced
Sep 7, 2024
249
SN, measuring cup, scale, plastic spoon, propranolol, meto, antacid, ibuprofen, mouthwash. that's it for the protocol stuff (couldn't get my hands on any benzos). otherwise i'm just bringing my phone and my favorite book. i like the idea of bringing an adult diaper though tbh, i think im gonna use that
I'm not super excited to die wearing a diaper but I do want to mitigate clean up for personnel and my loved ones so it's worth it. And if there are any excess bodily fluids the plastic sheeting will catch that. What is your favorite book if you want to share?

Anna
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,279
Wow this is far more detailed and planned than I have thought of. Then again, I'm still more passively suicidal despite actively wanting to end my own life, just not enough to plan
 
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nomoredolor

Experienced
Sep 7, 2024
249
Wow this is far more detailed and planned than I have thought of. Then again, I'm still more passively suicidal despite actively wanting to end my own life, just not enough to plan
I miserably failed in my last attempt on December 4. I intend to die sometime this year and not fail this time. 100g of SN is enough for me to make a backup drink (thrice over!) in case I vomit.

Take care
Anna
 

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