
Cockney_Rebel
Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
- Jan 7, 2021
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Can I ask what are you going to use? Is it painless and quick? I HAVE to have an exit strategy - every day I wake up and my heart hits the floor as I realise another day of insanity in 2021. I don't belong in this new normal, I don't want to belong, I want out of it or at least the option. Many thanksThat's it's not long now. I have stopped contact with services so they won't suspect anything and to be honest I'm doing them a favour. All paper work shredded disposed of, house cleaned. Just waiting on my delivery then I can go knowing it's right for everyone. I have a special place where I'm hoping I won't b found at least not for a long time.
I know and feel your painI'm having constant emotional pain and suicidal ideation. Always, everywhere, no matter what I do.
Nothing relieves the pressure anymore. Neither writing, nor the crisis hotline. Therapy is failing.
Everything is getting worse and worse.
I'm even tired of venting here, it's always my same whining.
Fear. I came online because I've been feeling like an outcast lately even though I am far from one and I wanted to be around people who can relate.What's going on, how do you feel ?
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Life is difficult, hope you find peace.