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Toy

Toy

Let me out.
Mar 12, 2023
93
My country is banning buying SN. I'm too unwell physically to go get what I need. I need to plan more. Also, my partner. I do not know what will happen to them if I pass away and if I do go, I may never know or see them again if there is nothing after death.
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,085
First of all money. I still don't have enough money to complete my plan.
 
S

Swojee

New Member
May 2, 2023
2
I'm afraid of the effect it will have on my family, particularly my nephew. I also worry my dog will be neglected in my family's care. I'm also a lot more afraid of death than I originally realised. I attempted hanging multiple times several weeks ago, and the sensation of choking was so appalling that I was completely overwhelmed by SI. In those moments I felt immense fear of becoming brain damaged, and of being judged by God. I'm now looking at methods involving charcoal burning, but since that risk of brain damage is still there I'm afraid I won't be able to follow through.
 
Zillai

Zillai

I exist(for now)
Jul 17, 2023
40
The fear of what death will be like, hell i don't even know if i want to go through with my scheduled attempt
 

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