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DiscussionWhat's currently stopping you?
Thread starterGoose774
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My country is banning buying SN. I'm too unwell physically to go get what I need. I need to plan more. Also, my partner. I do not know what will happen to them if I pass away and if I do go, I may never know or see them again if there is nothing after death.
I'm afraid of the effect it will have on my family, particularly my nephew. I also worry my dog will be neglected in my family's care. I'm also a lot more afraid of death than I originally realised. I attempted hanging multiple times several weeks ago, and the sensation of choking was so appalling that I was completely overwhelmed by SI. In those moments I felt immense fear of becoming brain damaged, and of being judged by God. I'm now looking at methods involving charcoal burning, but since that risk of brain damage is still there I'm afraid I won't be able to follow through.
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