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JustDie

Member
Jun 18, 2018
54
It's what I've wanted to do for years.
 
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Prathibha

Member
Oct 27, 2020
52
I didn't think about anything I just used my name that's it
 
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simplynothing

Member
Jan 30, 2021
19
Mine was meant to be 'Simply nothing more to give', which is a lyric from Metallica's Fade to Black. But it was too many characters..so I became Simply Nothing.
 
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AN IDIOT'S END

AN IDIOT'S END

Death to the World
Feb 24, 2021
39
This song!

I love Daniel Johnston so much and I hope you guys will too. Absolutely miserable song, heh.
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
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Mine, aside from being a suitable way of describing how depression can basically make you its slave, is a song by Jackson C. Frank, who had one well-received album in the '60s followed by a life of hard luck, hard drinking, destitution and depression. What can I say? I see myself in him.
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
Mine...'it's provactive, it gets the people going.'

And that is all.
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
356
A Little in the BDSM community shortened my alias, Ixtar the Cat, to ixxykitty..- It turned to ixkitty because .. Littles are Littles.. :) it stuck. Lol
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
Why do they call you littles? You like double D or something?
 
ashedout

ashedout

Member
Jan 22, 2021
93
A play on the character name I had way back in the day playing WoW. I've had different versions of this username around the web but none ever the same so it's easy to remember.
 
inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
Lyrics from Moon Blue by Stevie Wonder. That song makes me feel so many things that are hard to explain... I suppose mainly, it's the concept of only being able to gain comfort from sadness. Also makes me think about someone I loved a lot.
 
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victoria91

Student
Jan 15, 2019
114
Middle name ( I prefer it to my first name) and birth year.

I'm not very adventurous when it comes to usernames lol
 
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DamagedSoul

Member
Feb 9, 2021
12
Because I'm damaged...
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
238
My nickname is Ny, it's what my grandmother and older sister used to call me. It's also the first syllable of my first name. Nigh and Ny are pronounced the same. I always heard the term, the end is nigh, so I thought Nigh would make sense for me on this site... if you get my analogy.
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
It's what I've wanted to do for years.

My nickname is Ny, it's what my grandmother and older sister used to call me. It's also the first syllable of my first name. Nigh and Ny are pronounced the same. I always heard the term, the end is nigh, so I thought Nigh would make sense for me on this site... if you get my analogy.
My nickname is Ny, it's what my grandmother and older sister used to call me. It's also the first syllable of my first name. Nigh and Ny are pronounced the same. I always heard the term, the end is nigh, so I thought Nigh would make sense for me on this site... if you get my analogy.
Ohhhh, that's how you pronounce it
 
DuckieWaddles

DuckieWaddles

Student
Nov 18, 2020
115
The store my godfather used to own, in a city I used to live in. A memory of a better time.
 
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sunsetintehwoods

sunsetintehwoods

Same rules apply
Feb 22, 2021
128
For me it's just first stuff on my mind about place and time what i wanna be.
 
LifeIsAbsurd

LifeIsAbsurd

New Member
Feb 25, 2021
3
Both my username and profile picture are a reference to the philosophical concept of the "absurd", the conflict between the human tendency to seek value and meaning in life, and the human inability to find any in a purposeless, meaningless or chaotic and irrational universe. The philosophy of absurdism was popularized in the 20th century by Albert Camus and shares many similarities with nihilism and existentialism.
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
854
No meaning, I just made it up. Both names are a play on the same three letters: c-a-l

I associate Callie with Calypso (a reference to The Oddysey) and with Callisto (a reference to Saturn's moon).
 
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nasblue

Member
Jul 14, 2018
92
Lol I hope y'all don't get fed up with these type of questions since I asked about what's the meaning behind your profile picture but I'm really curious :) if you check my thread of what your pfp means and if you check every comment, I liked them all (I may have missed some tho) I really do care about y'all and I read them all so I'm curious to see if your username has any meaning behind it, SS makes it clear that you can never change it so what makes it so special!

my name is horrible feelings because I have horrible feelings :P, and horrible feelings was taken so I added a 1 in there.

hbu??
Named after my favorite cigarette brand at the time. Haven't smoked them in a long time. When I first had suicidal ideations and came here was also the time I started smoking. It's a slow, enjoyable suicide I guess.
 
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Fml

Fml

Girl, interrupted
Aug 24, 2019
72
My username stands for "fuck my life" which I'm sure a lot of people on here can relate to lol
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
I've always lived for music and have many bands that I really like, but lately I don't even have the desire to listen a lot of the time, so it's a bit untrue.
 
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Initiated

Is life worth living?
Dec 5, 2020
66
My username "Initiated" means absorbed into a league. I heard it in Batman: The Dark Night Rises, 2012 movie.
 
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Tiredofhurting

Member
Feb 26, 2021
65
Well I am just tired of the pain. Seemed like a fitting username.
 
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wordsonscreen

wordsonscreen

Peanuts aren't nuts! They're seeds!
Jan 21, 2021
728
No meaning, I just made it up. Both names are a play on the same three letters: c-a-l

I associate Callie with Calypso (a reference to The Oddysey) and with Callisto (a reference to Saturn's moon).
I like Callisto :)
 
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Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
None really. I used to listen to Blue Oyster Cult a lot and one of their albums is called Imaginos. It's sort of a rock ballad about an enigmatic character known as Imaginos, who was born fundamentally different from other people. There's a very heavy HP Lovecraft type influence to the whole thing, with Imaginos being at the center of it as a kind of wandering wizard of sorts, who's tasked with carrying out the will of ancient beings beyond time and space. He's the recipient of a strange destiny he ultimately has no control over whatsoever. Anyway, I don't know. I guess I could just sort of identify with it in a way, being someone who is also deeply out of place with the world and equally shackled by fate, albeit in a much more boring fashion. I've also just always liked the name for whatever reason. Even if it, admittedly, sounds a bit goofy/corny. I suppose you could say my username also represents my fondness of music, which I rely on heavily just to get by each day.



The principal story begins in August 1804, with the birth of a "modified child" called Imaginos, in the American state of New Hampshire. Because of the astrological significance of the place and time of his birth, Imaginos is of particular interest to Les Invisibles, who begin investing him with superhuman abilities while he is young. Unaware of his true destiny or nature, the young Imaginos finds out that he is apparently able to change his appearance at will and to see the future ("Imaginos"). As the child becomes an adult he finds himself affected by wanderlust and, billing himself as an adventurer, sets out to explore Texas and the western frontier, arriving in New Orleans in 1829. It is there that he has a vision imploring him to travel to Mexico in search of an artifact "lost, last and luminous, scored to sky yet never found". Imaginos joins the crew of a ship traveling to the Yucatán Peninsula, but while passing through the Gulf of Mexico, the ship encounters a freak storm of which his visions failed to warn him ("Del Rio's Song"). The ship sinks with most of its crew, and Imaginos, half dead, washes ashore and is left for dead by the other survivors. As he lies dying "on a shore where oyster beds seem plush as down", Imaginos is addressed by a symphony of voices who identify themselves as Les Invisibles. Imaginos' true nature is revealed to him, and he is informed that the circumstances of his entire life have been manipulated to bring him to that specific moment in time. Having explained themselves to him, they offer him a choice – die as a human, or live as their servant ("Blue Öyster Cult"). Imaginos accepts their offer, and is resurrected from the dead by the Blue Öyster Cult, the servants of Les Invisibles. He is inducted into the cult and given a new name - Desdinova, "Eternal Light". He realizes that his descent and the origin of his powers comes from the stars where his masters live and becomes aware of his role in the making of history ("Astronomy").
 
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