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Escapee

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Jan 14, 2023
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after i was interrupted from my dream of having a peaceful and painless journey to death. i am now feeling miserable, i can't do anything and i am exhausted of planning and organizing another suicide
plan. why lord why is this happening. i know what i went through to make my last attempt happen but at last moment when i am almost their a few minutes away from death, they jumped in and kill my dream. i am broken i don't know what to do next. what would you say to people who interrupt your peaceful journey to death when you are 30 min away then boast how they rescue you and do a big favor?
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,274
after i was interrupted from my dream of having a peaceful and painless journey to death. i am now feeling miserable, i can't do anything and i am exhausted of planning and organizing another suicide
plan. why lord why is this happening. i know what i went through to make my last attempt happen but at last moment when i am almost their a few minutes away from death, they jumped in and kill my dream. i am broken i don't know what to do next. what would you say to people who interrupt your peaceful journey to death when you are 30 min away then boast how they rescue you and do a big favor?
I think and hope that most people that intervene during a CTB have good intentions in the moment since most people consider CTB and death as something very horrible, but boasting about it is kinda wrong I feel. It's not something you should go boast about since it's a sensitive and very personal topic. Are they boasting about it to others?
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
You cannot do anything now.
And you should not say anything to them, none will understand anyway.
You can only half-smile mysteriously, knowing that you will go through with it sooner or later.
Once the suicide thoughts enter one's mind, they never leave.

PS. I read your other thread describing your ordeal last night.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Well, personally, I for sure would not thank them. From my view, I tried to CTB for a reason. Because I did not want to live. So naturally I am not going to thank them for keeping me alive. I would tell them that they did not do me a big favor, quite the opposite in fact. Then once I do succeed, I would hope it'd crush their ego.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,355
It's disgusting for people to stop the suicide attempts of others, they should have no right to do such a thing, it's cruel to force someone to carry on existing when they choose to leave. The truth is that suicide is a basic human right and it's a personal decision to decide when to voluntarily leave.

That really does sound like a horrible situation to be in, and it's just so wrong how such things happen. It's harmful to interrupt suicide attempts and to prolong the suffering of others. I would be horrified and upset to have my suicide attempt interrupted by someone else and people who interfere with the right to die should be ashamed. If people see life as being a valuable gift then that is their view but that doesn't give them the right to insist that everyone must stay here. Existence should be viewed as a choice rather than an obligation.
 
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squidhead

squidhead

You`ve met with a terrible fate, haven`t you?
Jun 13, 2022
33
A massive fuck you.

But really, nothing. It is expected as most humans are simply stupid, ignorant, self-righteous, self absorbed imbeciles. Can't really hold it against them, it'd be like being angry at a toddler for not being able to drive a car... pointless and asinine lol.

It is what it is, sadly.

Its nothing, but Im sorry for all thats happening to you, I know it is unfair.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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If that happened to me I'd tell em that all they accomplished was prolonging my suffering and they shouldn't be proud.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,820
In your situation, I don't really know what I would say to the person that prevented me from ending my own life. Nothing good, I can guarantee that. I'm sorry that someone got in the way of you accomplishing your goal, especially since they're more concerned about looking like a hero than they are about your pain and suffering, hence the reason they're boasting about it.

I came back here to edit this post because my original reply was kinda fucked up. I think if I was desperate enough to get out of here that I was in the process of ending my life, but someone tried to stop me, I might be desperate enough to hurt that person just to buy myself some time for my method to work. If my earlier post made anyone uncomfortable, especially you @Escapee then I'm sorry.
 
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