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Rhymester

Dead to you all
Aug 9, 2023
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Words of hatred, sorrow, or perhaps indifference? Let me know.
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Urgh.

(indifference felt)
 
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obey_xi

obey_xi

Member
Nov 1, 2023
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honestly i've danced with these thoughts so many countless nights.

sometimes i want to write 2/3 specific short messages to people who affected me.

other times i want to go completely silent and leave everyone wondering why. (which i know sounds cruel)

i constantly switch back and forth, haha.
 
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Division Day

Division Day

It's life that scares me to death
Oct 28, 2023
155
The last words in my note are "I'm sorry, I love you"

The last words I actually speak will probably be something super generic because I don't want them to know what I'm going to do.
 
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Rhymester

Dead to you all
Aug 9, 2023
99
honestly i've danced with these thoughts so many countless nights.

sometimes i want to write 2/3 specific short messages to people who affected me.

other times i want to go completely silent and leave everyone wondering why. (which i know sounds cruel)

i constantly switch back and forth, haha.
Personally, I don't think I would have the energy to write a note. They couldn't figure it out while I was giving them signs, so now they can have a puzzle trying to figure it out. All passwords for devices changed, so won't be easy.
 
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obey_xi

obey_xi

Member
Nov 1, 2023
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Personally, I don't think I would have the energy to write a note. They couldn't figure it out while I was giving them signs, so now they can have a puzzle trying to figure it out. All passwords for devices changed, so won't be easy.
oh it wouldn't be a good note. i was SA when i was a child by an older sibling and i think of how amazing it would be to expose them right before i die. it would shatter my family in half.

but others times i think i should just leave it in the past and let him and my family go on and be ignorant to all the signs and hints i've given them!
 
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LonelyStarrySky

LonelyStarrySky

they/them, menhera
Oct 27, 2023
78
I would write a note, tell them all the words of sorrow I have felt in this world, probably sign it with my blood. I like to get creative with how I express myself so they know how messed up I actually was, but still don't know what would I write anymore.
 
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Sammie_com.sanrio

Sammie_com.sanrio

Stuck here
Apr 7, 2023
167
Skill issue ngl

(Indifference)
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Nothing. I'll have said everything I need to.
 
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manuel1056x

Member
Sep 9, 2023
61
My last words would be probably, "I'm sorry" or "fuck this earth" when I would bleed out or before I jump.
 
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Wernove

Wernove

I take lots of drugs, but the best one is music
Mar 12, 2023
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Be kind, be vulnerable, be gentle. Be proud of your right to be just a plain nice person.
Do things that you think are right
Be patient, never stop caring about others, and yourself.
Love is the tool everyone need
Don't forget that creation ( like create something a music, a story, a piece of art with wood, a sculpture, a painting, a movie), and love, are the essence of life
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
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jujujr

jujujr

Member
Oct 29, 2023
49
"thank god thats over"
 
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Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
116
@Rhymester Bye, hope things work out for you
 
cats333

cats333

sleepy
Aug 10, 2023
116
i think anything i could say would worsen the situation, so id probably say i love you and goodnight, and perhaps leave a written note saying that no one is to blame
 
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IDoNotExist

IDoNotExist

Member
Apr 28, 2023
34
FINALLY THE SWEET RELIEF OF DEATH. I CAN FINALLY DIE.
(from that one meme)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
I just want silence.
 
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IcarusUnderSun

IcarusUnderSun

The wax is melting.
Nov 1, 2023
11
My last attempt I originally wrote 7 pages, but ended up shredding them and blacked out repeating "Dinero no beuno" over and over. (I don't speak Spanish.) So honestly at this point I've given up on having meaningful last words since I end up spouting gibberish either way.
 
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Quiet_Observer

Quiet_Observer

Member
Aug 22, 2023
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I don't think it would matter because nobody will be around to hear them. I do plan however on leaving a several page long "note," with my opinions about living life in the modern world
 
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steppenwolf

steppenwolf

Not a student
Oct 25, 2023
161
It's not important.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,793
Thank fuck it's over.
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
624
I'm a Buddhist. I'm not really devout and don't believe in reincarnation or anything like that. But my parting letter ends with:

"Rest in natural great peace. This exhausted mind. Beaten helplessly by karma and neurotic thoughts. Like the relentless fury of the pounding waves in the infinite ocean of Samsara" - Sogyal Rinpoche

I take refuge in the final vehicle.

With all my love to sentient beings of past, present, and future,
[my name]
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
I will be back
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,862
Probably an expletive. I imagine death is going to hurt.
 
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username8888

-
Oct 11, 2023
276
I want to eat sweet potatoes.
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
607
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name´s sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil:; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
 
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ivllis

ivllis

hikikomori
Nov 1, 2023
19
This is a question that I'm always going back and fourth about. Like what do you say to the people you love the most? But I guess in a note id write about ways they can go about my death and asking them not to worry to much about it. Id want my family to go on about their lives and be happy without me haha.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
See you soon, Patti
 
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