Discussion What would you write in your suicide note?

[mapleboy]

I've finally placed an order for SN with DMC/DSL and got confirmation that it's ready to be shipped. I'm wondering what I should write in a suicide note, if I even write one. What are some things you guys would write, and who would you write them to?

 

[wtg]

Just "bleh" with emoji, to whoever check my pocket.

 

[liquid jen]

Mine would probably be a long ass google doc made up of ramblings from the 2 weeks or so before my planned date. Maybe a few separate notes to specific people too.

 

[sorrowfullyliving]

I'm not sure but I'll definitely thank my mom for all that she had done for me, and a last farewell to this cruel world

 

[Dejected 55]

I don't know. I've lost count of the number of drafts. I'll edit one for a while, then file it away and start completely from scratch with a new one. Sometimes I write to a specific person, other times to a group of two or three. I may not end up sending one at all.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

People that matter to me already know my years long battle with mental illness and all I have done to try to help myself so for me my note would be short and sweet. "No one could have done anything to prevent this outcome. I am so sorry for the pain I have caused. Please forgive me and be grateful I am now at peace."

 

[iamanavalanche]

a note stuck to my desk saying "GO TO HELL!!'

 

[Grimlock]

I would just try to explain how and why it came to this, and I would also try to take the blame off everyone. The idea behind leaving a note (at least to me) is to give understanding and closure during the aftermath. I would not wish for the people around me to feel the same sorrow I chose to run from; no good having someone spend the rest of their life blaming themself, or wondering what they could have done differently.

 

[[Lord Void]]

I would have specific notes for people who made me this way, I'd have some for some others who were close, and then I'd have a general final message to the world. I'm not ready to make notes yet but the general note would talk about my general philosophy and maybe delve a bit into what lead me to do it.

 

[torturedmind]

I would try to write about how I feel in a way that could potentially help my loved ones understand why I chose to end my life.

 

[memento-mori]

idk it depends

 

[starboy2k]

At first I was gonna write…
"Wont miss any of this,
Wont miss any of you,
Im fucking done."

Now Im changing it to….
"Fuck all of this,
Fuck all of you,
Im outta here."

Teehee

 

[58Alice85]

Im not leaving behind a suicide note

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Nothing. Nobody will read it anyway.

 

[Irisse]

I most likely won't leave a note but if I did I'd say that there is nothing my family could have done to prevent this and not to blame my psychiatrist and psychotherapist as they did the best they could.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Just "bleh" with emoji, to whoever check my pocket.

I talked to a friend on deep web who uses the word bleh (and rescued a stray cat she found and petted when exploring somewhere abandoned)