Don't try that hard to "resolve problems" because you'll never be able to resolve all of them. There's no "perfect solution" when you're in a giant problem (called existence) itself, with you yourself being part of the problem. The desperate search for solutions will only cause you great pain.
Don't try that hard to fight or persist. It's all meaningless. You'll lose anyway. No one wins. Maybe you can't see it at this stage but your greatest achievement in life will actually be the source of your greatest suffering in the future.
Don't just believe whatever others have told you. Most of their words are lies. I know you're sensitive and therefore prone to fear but try not to let that control you. Living in fear or having standards of behavior based on fear is the worst way to live. You won't be able to prevent all of what you fear anyway. You'll suffer anyway because there are just too many ways for you to suffer in this life.
Enjoy your days as much as you can. Reduce suffering as much as you can. You'll make peace with your death sooner.
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Don't put too much faith into others, especially in the ones who are close to you the most, despite anything they say.
Try to be as independent as you can, as soon as you can, and be free.
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To leave this existence as soon as possible, but I know that I would very likely still be trapped here as suicide is just so difficult and inaccessible for me. If it's actually straightforward to leave this existence, I would had left a long time ago.
generally I don't think there's anything I could tell my past self that would fundamentally change how broken I am, but I'm still interested to see where I would have ended up if I never was an addict.
Your family will no longer care about you once your father's gone. They'll abandon you. And the moment you have an opportunity to make your life better and chose it, the opportunity was a lie. Everything is going to go downhill. You're gonna be hurt worse and feel more alone and abandoned than ever before. The thoughts that you have, dont hesitate. They'll only care for a few days/weeks tops and then forget about you.
If I had known I'd be born with Asperger's/autism and ADHD, I would never even have consented to being born. Not like I had a choice anyways, but still. Honestly, fuck autism. It's honestly a curse
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