What would you like to wake up to?

[AntHydra]

It's a warm day in summer of 2020. I get up early; it's the day of my graduation, and it's my birthday. I wish a good morning to my best friend via text, and then I put on my suit. My two best friends have both drawn beautiful artworks for me for my birthday and shown them to me at midnight, and I still feel waves of gratefulness for that.
I smile as my parents wish me a happy birthday, and we drive to my school together to celebrate my graduation.
Our headmaster's speech is a terrible thing we laugh about months later, but we have fun, and I get my very last report card, and I smile on the pictures of our grade, although my smile never looks good on photos.

I get back home and I celebrate with relatives; with muffins for me and cake for the others, and I am gifted such nice things by everyone.
I play with my nephews for a little, talk to the adults.

Then, it's time to go back to our city, our graduation party, where I meet everyone in high spirits, I get slightly tipsy on really good tasting wine, I have a spirited discussion with my chemistry teacher. Every now and again, I report to my two friends, wishing they'd be there too.
I am driven home when the night is already almost morning, and I feel... I feel alright. I feel like from now on, I can make things go my way, finally. I will write the next chapter of my life well, for I bested school, I have my two amazing best friends by my side. I know I can make things go so well now.

 

[Painless_end]

I would like to wake up not having an incurable Brain disorder.

Apologies for asking, but what kind of disorder do you have

I try to read about brain disorders because I suspect I may have one myself

 

[existtosuffer]

Apologies for asking, but what kind of disorder do you have

I try to read about brain disorders because I suspect I may have one myself

Bipolar disorder

 

[Dystopia]

Wake up to a caring nurse that will sort out an IV drip for me and administer my N for me ;)

 

[Chockles]

Wake up to a caring nurse that will sort out an IV drip for me and administer my N for me ;)

Yes me too

 

[Brayu]

Idem :(

Waking up and realizing that the past two or so years were all a dream and that my ex is still alive (and healthy). Some mornings it does feel like that for a moment, until I get my bearings.

I wanted to wake up in a reality different from this one where I was sure that the people I live with and generate problems with no longer have to suffer with my presence...

 

[Chockles]

I'd just like to wake up as if the last 3 years were a dream & my debilitating physical symptoms are gone or at least manageable so that I don't have to ctb

 

[Smart No More]

I would like to 'wake up' either with my health and mind back or successfully dead and in a better place with some knowledge/awareness that I made the right decision and that those I left didn't suffer detrimentally as a result of my action. Might be a bit greedy but it would be wonderful if the efforts I put into my mind paid off and allowed me a bigger picture/higher consciousness in some kind of afterlife revelation.


Honestly, if I could have my mind and health back enough to be able to hold myself to my previous standards I would be absolutely ecstatic. I just want my life back and be able to meet/fulfil my previous potential. I was full of compassion, love, insatiable curiosity with a natural ability for learning and a humour that was the reflection and result of those previously mentioned attributes. I mourn my previous self as though I already died and am now a place holder for said person. Waking up with that returned would be the gift of life itself. Like being reborn.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

I'd like to wake up to £100m. I'm pretty simple, I guess.

 

[idiot_dad]

Would love to wake up to a clean emotional slate - all my anxieties and worries gone, replaced with nothing but possibility.

 

[affinity]

May-December 2011
October 2014
September 2017

 

[Atraxa]

I'd like to wake up and be saying farewell to a different bit of semen and wishing them luck

 

[littlelungs]

I'd love to wake up next to my husband after we've both had a good sleep, with both of us (at least somewhat) healthy and not in constant, debilitating pain.

I'd love to wake up without my muscles hurting so badly that it makes me dry-heave, or without panicking and trying to "fight someone off of me" after a PTSD nightmare.

If I can't wake up with my health, my sanity or my love snuggled up right beside me, then I don't want to wake up at all.

Fuck this.

 

[Adamsnolife]

My death day

 

[deadverysoon]

i dont want to wake up again.
even if its the most beautiful day.

its too late to save me.


i dont have any will to life. the last two years showed me how the world is and i dont want to stay a single second more than needed.

im already dead and i cant imagine anything better than not waking up.

im kept alive and every second on this planet is a torture for me.

there is no cure anymore - my life is destroyed - far beyond repair. i dont want to go through any experimental treatment which fucks me up even more.

i just want to die. nothing else matters to me.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I'd like to wake up to realise that l'm 25yrs old again and married to Denise Van Outen! And my dog is once again 1yr's old

 

[TriggerHappy]

Eeazzy :: wake up and not crave heroin.
That would be elysium fields 4me....

 

[Unicron]

I'd rather not wake up at all but if I must I'd like to wake up as a centenarian so at least I know there's not much time left. Another forty+ years of this fills me with dread.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Wake to how it was a year and a half ago when everything was right and happy and hopeful....I miss that every day....

 

[Shadowplay]

I hope to never wake again. There is nothing that I would ever want to wake to. I do not want any kind of life, I want absolutely nothing to do with life. The only thing I want is to not exist.

>This

 

[godspeed21]

before i dropped out of school due to mental health

 

[Brayu]

December 2012

 

[Chronicillness]

An asymptomatic body is all I ask for. I can make due with very little if I am not overburdened with torturous sensory inputs

 

[Circles]

I'd like to wake up to a group of men with ak's, shotguns, machine guns, etc. to kill me. And with enough fire power to make my body look like a torn up piñata and blood splattered everywhere.

 

[Morbid Cam]

I would give anything to go to sleep and wake up having traveled back in time. I wouldn't even need to go too far back just a few months really. I want to fix my life and wish my reality was fundamentally different but it breaks my heart that I can't.

 

[restforeternity]

I'd like to never have to wake up again.