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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
415
I know most of us have wondered what happens to our consciousness when we die. And I know most of us will arrive to the conclusion that it's most likely the permanent end to said consciousness. We compare it to how it was before we were born- the void.

However, if you could choose, what would you want to experience after you are done living? Would you want there to be an afterlife? Or would you just want to return to the void?
I'd like to exist as a spiritual blob. Just like, essence, that floats around space at beyond light speeds, exploring all there is to see, learning the truths of the universe, auditing some physics classes. Exploring other alien civilizations, looking inside stars, just taking in the twirling colors of the galaxies. I'd spend my time exploring between galaxies and planets, looking for intelligent life.

When I found intelligent life, I'd study it, stick around for a few hundred years just to watch them grow and their cultures and knowledge expand, before I move on to another civilization.

There is also this idea of the one consciousness. I think it's not true, but I'd like to see if it is. Supposedly if it is true there's some center consciousness existence out there that is a repository for all knowledge and wisdom. I'd like to seek it out.
 
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flowersinbed_

flowersinbed_

“All I could taste was blood and metal.”
Feb 24, 2025
10
love, whatever form that would take, or another chance knowing what i know now.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
i have a long over due play date with my little baby who's been waiting for mama to join
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,493
The exact same "place" I "was" before arriving here - nothingness.
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
181
Ocean. Stars. A garden.
i have a long over due play date with my little baby who's been waiting for mama to join
I hope you're well my friend
I'd like to exist as a spiritual blob. Just like, essence, that floats around space at beyond light speeds, exploring all there is to see, learning the truths of the universe, auditing some physics classes. Exploring other alien civilizations, looking inside stars, just taking in the twirling colors of the galaxies. I'd spend my time exploring between galaxies and planets, looking for intelligent life.

When I found intelligent life, I'd study it, stick around for a few hundred years just to watch them grow and their cultures and knowledge expand, before I move on to another civilization.

There is also this idea of the one consciousness. I think it's not true, but I'd like to see if it is. Supposedly if it is true there's some center consciousness existence out there that is a repository for all knowledge and wisdom. I'd like to seek it out.
appreciate ur imagination but i don't want afterlife or reincarnation. that would render death meaningless
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,912
An afterlife of peace and puppies
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
166
For some reason, I always fantasized about some kind of spiritual realm where I remain sentient—yet the concept of suffering ceases to exist, leaving only room for infinite pleasure. Kind of like an eternal orgasm, if you will.

Either that or non-existence. I don't really care.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I hope that I'm surprised with whatever comes next ,but I doubt I will be
 
meowwww

meowwww

Member
Feb 22, 2025
11
I know most of us have wondered what happens to our consciousness when we die. And I know most of us will arrive to the conclusion that it's most likely the permanent end to said consciousness. We compare it to how it was before we were born- the void.

However, if you could choose, what would you want to experience after you are done living? Would you want there to be an afterlife? Or would you just want to return to the void?
I hope it just feels like a long, pleasant dream, and when I'm ready it fades away
 
Mocha

Mocha

(Matcha)
Mar 17, 2025
49
No more existing, I don't ever want to come back here or anywhere else as anything else. Is it possible that there's a liminal space between life and rebirth where we forget everything and then come back again? That we are just energy reincarnating over and over? That because we come from nothing and go back to nothing that it makes sense we'd return to something again? That because everything has a cycle it only makes sense we do as well? Maybe. But I truly just hope this is it.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,073
death or cool dead people to hang out with so i'm not lonely. if it's not nonexistence then i want the world after death to be like how my dreams are where i fantasize about people caring about me and eating snacks with me
 
UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Student
May 4, 2025
152
Silence. An ignorance of the movement of time as though an endless sleep. Sleep is the only place I find any peace anymore, I would not mind if it went without end.
 
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sunnyside

Member
Jan 3, 2025
31
A second chance but with better health
I like my family I like my friends
I wish I could do it again but then better
 
unwilling_lich

unwilling_lich

emo mcgee
Jan 1, 2024
43
character creation menu
 
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cciro

cciro

girl (in development)
May 16, 2025
56
Mostly, nothingness. But maybe a little bit of paradise before would be nice. Realistically, I'll ctb before ever really being me. So it would be nice to experience some of that before I go.

Or maybe I'll wake up and everything will be okay. I doubt it.
 
Save_Me_Mind

Save_Me_Mind

Member
Sep 15, 2023
70
My Love more than anyone else... I'd do anything for him... he is all I live for...
 

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