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What would you have told yourself ten years ago?
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Study history and humanities, write more, pick up an instrument. Stop mulling over art and games. Choose happiness. Work out someday. Sing more. Ask to be moved to a private school. Love yourself. Eat healthier. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Choose happiness.
I would've told myself 10 years ago: " Make these your top goals by far. 1. do everything to get Nembutal at at lest 4 bottles. Nembutal was available for purchase online at least since 2012 to may 2022 from email contacts in the pph the golden age. 2. once you get it in hand store it correctly and do everything to be able to drink it and suicide asap . nothing else matters everything else is meaningless. and the other garbage i have to do like , working a job, daily chores, to do lists , groceries , washing clothes ,eating , trying to sleep, cleaning, trying to fix problems etc i do only to avoid even worse suffering and pain i don't want to do these and the only reasons i'm doing them is because i haven't killed myself . if i do 1 and 2 then i won't have to do anything ever again and also i'm out of the threat of extreme torture forever ( i win). and also i will never suffer unbearable pain nor any suffering , no problems , no chores , no bad memories no pain ever for all time.
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