soakmeinbleach

soakmeinbleach

[he/him] everyone loves you... once you leave them
Feb 10, 2020
27
when i was little i used to have like 100 dream jobs n i was so excited i wanted to be a fireman then police then vet then scientist,,, after depression it all went lmao,, i cant even think of anything i could do its all just,,, gone
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Let's hope they give you a good one and give you a chance to prove yourself. I wish you luck on your endeavours, and I hope you get where you want to be. (Sorry if this seems very bland, just woke up and feeling a little disoriented)
Thanks. I'm a little afraid I won't get one as my GPA dropped quite a bit due to getting a D in my biology class.
 
anorexic-pigeon

anorexic-pigeon

Member
Feb 29, 2020
38
I was going to be a bassist/musician before I developed severe depression and mild ptsd. I sometimes wish I could go back to that, but it doesn't fulfil me anymore like it used to.
 
Aschera

Aschera

Member
Jan 27, 2020
6
i wanted to be an illustrator. or concept artist for games. have been drawing since before kindergarten.
but i'm in sick leave for about 18 years now. all kinds of mental illness and 8 suicide attempts. don't think i'll recover.
but here's my last drawing
IMG 20200220 234220220
 
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Responsibleresident

The deep state intrusion/cruelty is murderous
Nov 15, 2019
49
selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
i still have other things stopping me more than mental illness and brain issues;( but if i had none of those things i would be with the ones i love and spend time with them
 
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SamuelMortem

Member
Mar 1, 2020
19
My degree is cyber security. I suppose I'd have done that and explored electrical engineering more, as well as get into a positive relationship with someone, romantically or not.
 
monotaur

monotaur

show me the door
Oct 26, 2019
15
Making a living as an illustrator of niche gay erotica lol
 
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br0kenMIND72

br0kenMIND72

Feeling dead since childhood
Jan 25, 2020
22
Wow I can't even think about who I could be. Maybe If I wouldn't be destroyed as a child I would be open to other people and maybe someone would show me the way.
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I wanted to work in medicine. I got accepted at 16 to study respiratory medicine, with day release at Salford University. Boyfriend at the time said "No" so it didn't happen. Biggest regret of my life
 

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