would you just rope or go to a different forum?
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madeincruddy
this body feels like a grave
- Dec 3, 2025
- 36
I'd most likely just fail any eventual attempts to CTB. This is the only forum of this nature that I'm aware of so looking for methods would be way more annoying
imontheloose
Aspiring corpse
- Jan 15, 2025
- 174
There used to be more forums like this in the past, all taken down of course. The same will happen to this site eventually. We will continue to migrate around or finalise the knowledge we gathered from here.
waqs
/hikki/
- Sep 9, 2025
- 58
Probably be worse off, its comforting that I'm not alone in these feelings. Plus it is the only place I can talk about suicide without whiteknights trying to "save" me kek
Leonard_Bangley39
Hate life but scared of death
- Nov 6, 2025
- 158
id probably bottle a lot more stuff up. i love being able to vent all my shit here and not having to worry about hurting or driving people away.
Karrikin
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- Nov 3, 2024
- 77
Be miserable in trying to find another place like this. Nowhere else can I really be as honest or get to meet others going through the same thing, etc.
FadingSnowFake
Enlightened
- Nov 25, 2024
- 1,739
I'd be more miserable and more lost. At this point I'd probably try to find another forum while existing.
Webcore
Unresolved Emotional Everything
- Mar 4, 2026
- 14
I found out about inert gas and SN via news/ police reports. I suspect I'd be scouring the internet for information elsewhere. I also knew about the PPH (Peaceful Pill Handbook.) I suspect I'd be trying to look for that.I'd have probably roped or gone on to think jumping was my only way to go. Wouldn't have likely looked into other methods like SN.
If I get my SN, I'd be delighted to have a method that allows more ease and impulse.
SASU-KE
How my day starts ↑
- Nov 26, 2025
- 528
I'd cry myself to sleep every night.
No, but honestly there's another site similar to this. I'm not sure if I'm allowed to link that site here. I'd probably spend more time there.
hurb
I care too much to give a f*ck
- Jan 22, 2026
- 217
Clutch my cheeks and go full mambo jambo straight to the beach. Keep swimming fully clothed. Force myself to drown.
Im still thinking bout this method and might end up doing it.
cbtvvxxvvv
can you come and murder me :3
- Mar 4, 2026
- 43
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