Discussion What would you do if you were conscious and someone found you in the process of cbt?

[dead lightbulb]

I mean while prepping or before getting to a state of needing emergency care.


My sister found me yesterday, told my other siblings but kept it from my dad because it was his birthday. None seem to care much, and I've stayed in my room all day except to go out for my dad's birthday. My reaction was anger, not really because I was found but because I was found by someone who doesn't care about me and at the least cares about my cbt attempt. She cleaned my room all yesterday and today to I think feel better about herself. Before this no one knew I was suicidal. I don't know what the future holds because it's only been a day since the attempt, but I'm just crossing my fingers for now that she doesn't rat me out to anyone else.

 

[Efilismislife]

Everybody has the right to do what they want with their own body

As long as they dont bother other people

 

[makethepainstop]

If someone in my family were to see me with my SN, I'd tell them, "Get the #$-& out of my room, you know it's off limits"! If the idiots didn't flee out the door and kept looking, I'd telling I was getting high and gonna engage in some kinky gay self abuse. That would send em packing.

 

[onetapgandhi]

If someone in my family were to see me with my SN, I'd tell them, "Get the #$-& out of my room, you know it's off limits"! If the idiots didn't flee out the door and kept looking, I'd telling I was getting high and gonna engage in some kinky gay self abuse. That would send em packing.

Jesus Christ man wtf

 

[AloneInCollege]

I've been leaning toward firearm method recently. So if I do it quick enough it wouldn't be a problem. If I stalled and they saw me, idk what I'd do. Probably just tell them to leave so they don't have to see this.

 

[makethepainstop]

Jesus Christ man wtf

To avoid detention in a psyc hospital, I'd say anything to avoid that. Just fail at trying to CTB! You would understand.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that I would be horrified if my attempt was interrupted. I hate how we live in this pro suffering society where there is the risk of other people interfering with our ctb plans. Other people shouldn't have any right to interfere, suicide is a personal decision after all.

 

[makethepainstop]

Being interrupted isn't so bad, you can still do it quick. But bring confined in a mental hospital for months sucks. I'd say anything to avoid that.

 

[Hirokami]

If I were found out, it depends on the method in question. I could probably make up some bullshit with SN, though a rope or shotgun would be far more obvious.