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lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
324
100k is NOTHING these days...I could spend it in five mins. What? you can buy a really shit apartment in a place quite shitty? However, if you were to change that number to several million ..yes, for me it would probably completely change things and make me want to live.
 
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Pupuce

Pupuce

Nobody exists on purpose. Come ctb
Apr 19, 2019
282
I'd be less fucking stressed about the future
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
Fox my house. Study in a better place and travel.
 
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restingspot

restingspot

Lucid Dreamer
May 30, 2019
224
$100k is chump change in America if you're not in the sticks....I'd just use it to pay off my student loans and stash the rest in my bank account.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Nothing, money by itself cannot solve my problems. Wouldn't even bother to arrange who it will go to when I snuff it.
 
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Kirkscoobz

Kirkscoobz

Experienced
Feb 8, 2019
219
Live in the woods up in Brecon like a hermit and a ghost, come down once a month for supplies.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Give half to my brother. Spend 15k on my car. 20k in the bank for when mom needs help. And try not to piss away the remaining 15k in under a year. That would make me spend at least a year or 2 more here.

(Fwiw in my city/region a decent house is easily 350-400k so 100k is not something to go wild with.) I wouldn't quit my job(s) over it that's for sure.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Purchase a home.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
I have 0.00 in my bank. I'd go enjoy life for once by traveling, so long I didn't end up gambling it and losing all which is quite likely
 
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catharticEscapism

catharticEscapism

Member
Aug 31, 2019
46
I'd pay off all my debt and start my life over again. I'd get a better apartment (where the cops aren't coming around all the time), go back to college, and try to put myself on the path to success. It's easier said than done though. For all I know, my life might not change at all. What if I'm still stuck in bed all the time, but now I just have more money? Huh.
 
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sad_frog

sad_frog

Member
May 21, 2019
97
Me and my boyfriend would stop working and put the money in savings. Sometimes we make flash games together but we don't have the time to make anything worth selling. We have been saving for years so we can take on one of these projects. If we had this money we would be set for a time to make whatever we wanted. We could even buy some better programs!

uh..
I would also buy a shit-ton of weed and maybe a bird lmao
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
I do have 100k in savings, but that doesn't get you anything where I live. Cheapest house is like 700k and that's for a shit hole
 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
Buy a shit load of drugs, travel to a few countries, forget my past and then die once I'm done, in the most scenic place I found, with a smile on my face
 
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Ky204

Ky204

Member
Sep 3, 2019
97
Waste it all on traveling then ctb
 
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nothingleft

nothingleft

Member
Sep 1, 2019
91
I'd give it to my parents because they've spent well over $100k on my mental health treatment and they deserve it far more than I do.
 
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Readytogo227

Readytogo227

I just want peace.
Jun 26, 2018
76
I'd pay off all my student loans, and other bills. After all that, I'd put it in savings and continue working, perhaps investing some of it in index funds or something.
 
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SS02

Member
Sep 7, 2019
10
Invest it. I don't know why. I have lots of money sitting in my bank account but it doesn't change anything. I am miserable. I don't want anything.

I have 2 kids and buy them expensive things. I'm not sure I'm doing them any favours though. They have no idea about money and they are teenagers. They don't appreciate things. I bought my 17 year old a condo in a large urban centre close to a university. He decided not to go there.

Back in my 20s I bought a vacant building lot on a small lake. We built a beautiful cottage. (Meaning I hired people to build it) It was the happiest time of my life. However my husband hated it. So a few years ago we sold it and then he went and bought a really expensive sports car. That caused me anxiety and the downward spiral in both my physical and mental health.

If your asking for advice - invest in yourself. Be it an education, career, health, spiritually, or a place where you feel truly at peace.

However if you are done investing in yourself, give to charity or blow it on the thing you really needed before you die. I don't have that "thing".
 
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SelfHatingAspie

SelfHatingAspie

Ambitious but rubbish
Jul 2, 2019
198
Waste it all on traveling then ctb

I wouldn't call that a waste. I know one reason I'm feeling unfulfilled is because nobody told me when I was young that it's far more valuable to collect experiences instead of material objects.

Buy a shit load of drugs, travel to a few countries, forget my past and then die once I'm done, in the most scenic place I found, with a smile on my face

Ironically enough, that would be living the dream.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'd give it to my parents because they've spent well over $100k on my mental health treatment and they deserve it far more than I do.
Dang your parents spent that much?:shy:
 
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EmptySteph62

Student
Aug 4, 2019
169
I would go dogsledding and cage diving with great whites, then I would leave the rest to my mother and younger brother and ctb.
 
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hobbydevil

hobbydevil

Anxiously biting fingernails.
Sep 8, 2019
60
I'd buy my younger sister everything she wants - she collects retro video games and consoles. I'd also buy my friends and parents stuff they want... And I'd anonymously send my ex some good digital art equipment, I think.
I don't really have any wishes for myself.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
I would wave them in somebody's face and say that if they allow me to fuck them up the ass, I will give all of it to A. with the nose. It'd be fun to watch them squirm like the worm they are.
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
I would wave them in somebody's face and say that if they allow me to fuck them up the ass, I will give all of it to A. with the nose. It'd be fun to watch them squirm like the worm they are.

You ok?
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
No, I'm not OK. If I had my stuff I'd take it right now.

Yeah that didn't sound like you at all. Whatever this "right now" iits will pass. Doesn't mean life will be good or the long term stuff go away, but this moment will pass and with it the flare. I've found I feel totally different when those moments pass. When there are here I ALWAYS feel like going...when they pass only sometimes. I try to hold onto those times I do not but I know it's hard.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Yeah that didn't sound like you at all. Whatever this "right now" iits will pass. Doesn't mean life will be good or the long term stuff go away, but this moment will pass and with it the flare. I've found I feel totally different when those moments pass. When there are here I ALWAYS feel like going...when they pass only sometimes. I try to hold onto those times I do not but I know it's hard.

If only the person I put my trust in would also have enough faith in me to see when something was not like me instead of wishing me dead if I have any negative feelings as a result of what they do to me. Thank you so much. Hugs
 
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GemCami

GemCami

Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
66
I would pay for all my cosmetic surgeries. See how i felt. Maybe id have a renewed strength, but i doubt it. Id take the rest of it and eat really nice and pay for someone to take care of me while i CTB. Do all the complex work.
 
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