What would/will you write on your suicide note?

[venin]

Bazinga!

Brb

Afk

Dnd. Taking a nap

I'm faking it

Out of the body experience

Let my body secrete the fucking DMT

Feed me to rats

It would appear that I'm dead, isn't it?

Filthy Frank is God


No, really, what would you write?
I don't think I would write anything. I would listen to some good fucking music, smoke a cigarette while thinking I gave it my best and then

 

[ApathyToLife]

I'd tell my family that it's not their fault that I CTB'd. Also, I really like some of your options like "AFK" and "Filthy Frank is God". Pure comedy haha.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had a reliable suicide method plan that I felt confident in then I would leave a note to the people I knew explaning that I was tired of existing and that permanent sleep was what I truly wished for.

 

[venin]

I'd tell my family that it's not their fault that I CTB'd. Also, I really like some of your options like "AFK" and "Filthy Frank is God". Pure comedy haha.

If I were to write a suicide note I'd tell my "family" that it's precisely their fault

 

[passivethought121]

"[Insert names here], I'm sorry that this'll hurt and it's not your fault". Typed online and queued to email a while after my attempt. Maybe a few lines of lyrics.

Although I really wanna write more, previous notes are written with the intent of being short. But two pages turns into four, then six, as I waste ink on emotion. Did think of typing a journal, but then I got lazy.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

I would tell that it wasn't the fault of my family / friends etc, and that this decision was made solely be me, with no one else's influence.

 

[venin]

"[Insert names here], I'm sorry that this'll hurt and it's not your fault". Typed online and queued to email a while after my attempt. Maybe a few lines of lyrics.

Although I really wanna write more, previous notes are written with the intent of being short. But two pages turns into four, then six, as I waste ink on emotion. Did think of typing a journal, but then I got lazy.

That's really thoughtful

 

[HappyForever?]

I'm tired of living in the shadows of the rich, the powerful and the attractive, being forced to fight for what little light that comes through.

 

[thot88]

That I'm sorry and this is no one's fault. I couldn't take the neurological problems anymore

 

[venin]

I'm tired of living in the shadows of the rich, the powerful and the attractive, being forced to fight for what little light that comes through.

Oh fuck

Thank you for this. Well written

That I'm sorry and this is no one's fault. I couldn't take the neurological problems anymore

Can I ask what's the condition? Cause usually you hear about mental health stuff or physical illnesses. I haven't heard of neurological pathology being so hard on somebody that they wanna ctb.

 

[thot88]

Oh fuck

Thank you for this. Well written

Can I ask what's the condition? Cause usually you hear about mental health stuff or physical illnesses. I haven't heard of neurological pathology being so hard on somebody that they wanna ctb.

Asberger syndrome and mixed anxiety-depressive disorder. And special neurological difficulties. I have already been diagnosed as a child. Sometimes there was always a better episode, but now it has been bad for a long time

 

[venin]

Asberger syndrome and mixed anxiety-depressive disorder. And special neurological difficulties. I have already been diagnosed as a child. Sometimes there was always a better episode, but now it has been bad for a long time

I'm really sorry. I'll research it. I've heard about it but don't actually know what it is.

Thank you for sharing and I wish you better and easier days

 

[Arihman]

Oh, I wouldn't know precisely, but if I decided to leave a note behind, it likely would be a very long one, with a detailed explanation of my promortalist philosophy, heavy criticism to pro-lifers, and wishing cancer on anyone of the people who know me who supports their narratives, inlcuding the notion that suicidal people are somehow vulnerable children incapable of deciding for themselves.

Obviously, I won't mention this forum, and I'll try to erase my online activity before ctbing as well.

Another alternative is not leaving anything behind, since once I'm dead it won't affect me whether people think I'm stupid, or crazy, or whatever.

But leaving a suicide note with a detailed argument might draw some (if little) attention to the cause for the right to die, though in that case I would have to be more careful about spouting hatred for pro-lifers.

 

[BlazingBob]

Nothing because there'd be no one to read it.

 

[Death_or_Coffee]

I actually schedule emails to go out, backed out of CTB, and forgot that I had scheduled the notes. So my family has already read my suicide note lol. It's been a year since then. This time I think I'd write nothing and trust they'd know my previous sentiments were still true. Trust me, it's a little awkward to have a conversation about a suicide note with family members, but they were pretty good about it and tried to address the points I made in it.

For me the act of writing the notes was therapeutic in a way, but also really scary. But it gives you the chance to be really honest about some problems in the family, and be clear about it being no one's fault but fate (I know this is not true for everyone but it is in mine).

So anyway, I do think a note is a good idea. Not sure how comforting it is to those left behind, but clearing up the why and trying to absolve family of feeling guilty is worthwhile. Just absolutely don't do what I did and make sure you're 100% ready to go if you're going to do a scheduled email/text send out or whatever. Truly a stupid move on my part