What would prompt you to CTB sooner or later

[hmnow]

I've thought about this

If I had a partner with a similar attitude in person or on line would prompt me to consumer than later

 

[FuneralCry]

If dying peacefully was actually accessible then I'd be long gone from this torturous, dreadful and futile existence that just causes all this harm and suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

I find it so terrible how this existence was imposed at all causing all this cruelty, torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, in this existence of torturous suffering where existing beings are in agony every second only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive for me. I always suffer from being trapped in this horrific world where the suffering and torture of this cruel, painful existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, denying the option to cease existing peacefully is horrific extreme cruelty to me, I find it so terrible how the torture of existing can continue for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.

 

[Forveleth]

If my partner filed for divorce I would probably kill myself sooner. In the divorce they could take a lot of money but if I die the legal stuff shuffles most of my holdings to other people, leaving them with very little.

 

[Hollowman]

Homelessness

 

[Spite]

If my wife files for divorce I will kill myself instantly.