Discussion What would it take for you not to kill yourself?

[ceelo]

A recovery from illness, thats it, i love life when i can do activities and me active.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

To be a child again

 

[Fedrea]

A time machine like others have said.

I think there's a difference between wanting to ctb cos of stuff you can't change vs wanting to cos of stuff lacking in your life. The latter can change

 

[ceelo]

A time machine like others have said.

I think there's a difference between wanting to ctb cos of stuff you can't change vs wanting to cos of stuff lacking in your life. The latter can change

agree, if my fucking illness would fuck off and i had full health again id be able to easily build and fix every lacking aspect of life no problem but alas.

 

[ImpetuousGnome]

I'm not sure there's any one thing that would save my life, but the thing that would go the furthest would be a feeling that my life has an objective meaning. I don't mind misery if it is for a purpose, but I see no reason why I should suffer so needlessly. For the time being I've agreed to forgo an early death to spare my loved ones of any unnecessary pain, but man cannot live on guilt alone..

 

[KiraComplex]

to be skinny and have friends

 

[marcusuk63]

Nothing , it`s too late .

 

[Fedrea]

to be skinny and have friends

The friends thing is fixable, and f***being skinny, society puts sick pressure on women especially

 

[KiraComplex]

The friends thing is fixable, and f***being skinny, society puts sick pressure on women especially

the good part about being fat is that im a "specialty item" or something so theres that :D

 

[Fedrea]

the good part about being fat is that im a "specialty item" or something so theres that :D

Everyone is different but one of my biggest traumas in life came about as a result of being objectified due to my looks. F***k the pressure society puts on women look at certain way, being objectified can have dark outcomes as well as resulting in praise from society. The most beautiful woman always loses her looks in the end, so I say f***k valuing ourselves that way; at least more than superficially. The happiest women I know value themselves for stuff other than that. Is it possible that you could lose a little bit of weight just for health reasons to make yourself feel a little bit better

 

[brood]

I believe that I am beyond that point.

 

[SpottedPanda]

I think the only thing to stop me would be winning the lottery. I'd just like to see what it'd be like to be rich, though I'd probably spend it all on call girls and tech anyway. I'd be able to have my own house and not live in fear of the area I was residing in.

With that said, I'm sure once the novelty wore off I'd be back to feeling suicidal, so it'd only be a temporary fix

 

[Bct]

For me, it would be:

• Having some close friends, also a girl I love who loves me back (too many unrequited loves)
• Financially stable so I don't have to worry too much about what I can buy
• Having some marketable skills and artistic talents so I could enjoy my life more and not feeling useless
• Losing my anxiety and mental traumas that hold me back

 

[I’mDone]

If I could just feel. I learned to dissociate in very early childhood and can't unlearn. I feel numb, empty and hollow. If I could reverse that, if I could feel loved, I'd stay. People say they love me. I believe them but it's just words. I don't feel anything.

 

[Lucifer'sRight]

The ability to control myself
time machine
clear mind
spell book
time expanding machine
and at least a few answers to my philosophical questions, before i go insane and reach ultimate state of confusion
and to be sure of something, anything.
AND to feel like a child again. Just to feel that life happens and it's okay that it happens and it's normal. And things are funny, and taste good, and there's a mystery, and actual future with unlimited possibilities...

 

[disconnection]

If I could stop feeling scared of absolutely everything. If I wanted things. If I had thoughts and ideas. If I could connect to other people. If I could make decisions.

 

[onlyme]

contentment and to be accepted for who I am, not what society wants me to be