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lastappleonearth

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What would happen if I took 26 Xanax 0,5mg pills all at once? I have no idea if that could result in death tbh or if I'd just loose consciousness or whatever. And if 26 pills isn't enough, how many would I need? I could save up, I get 20 per pack and I guess that I could get a new one every 1 1/2 months. I mean it's hard to not take them, especially if I have them laying around, but I'd prob manage to save up if I had to
 
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You'll just get KO'd for several days. If you add alcohol, it may last a week.
I had 40 strips of lorazepam/ativan.
And...
I was knocked out for 6-7 days
I thought i would die.
But, I was able to walk, eat, talk, I even opened the complex lock of my phone in that state. I don't remember a thing though. I gained my sense back after a week or so
 
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I don't know this specifically, but in general you'd need hundreds of thousands of pills and keep them in (no vomiting)to die.

Theoretically one could choke on vomit and die and not even be aware of this, very peaceful death despite not seeming so.
 
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lastappleonearth

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I don't know this specifically, but in general you'd need hundreds of thousands of pills and keep them in (no vomiting)to die.

Theoretically one could choke on vomit and die and not even be aware of this, very peaceful death despite not seeming so.
Well fuck, I guess there's no good way with pills then, right? Because sleeping pills are as far as I understand not as deadly anymore as they once were, so that doesn't seem like an option. Are there any pills, for which you don't need an absurd amount of in order to work?
 
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OD rarely works.

 
lastappleonearth

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OD rarely works.

Wow I didn't know you needed so many pills to even cross the threshold, that's insane. I guess there isn't a good way then. I have access to a gun, but I just can't picture shooting myself. And if I'd try, then it would be in the heart, cuz I wouldn't like to mess up my face in case anything goes wrong, but going for the heart is way less lethal on average I think. If there really was a good way to do it in general, then more people would probably do it, but seems like there isn't
 

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