The physical wouldn't matter to me to an extent but he must have specific "traits" that I would want him to have when it comes to his character and the way he is, which I won't say.
We don't need to have exactly the same hobbies, I pretty much don't mind doing things like video games because I've always wanted them growing up. As long as we have the same views and similar experiences in life, that would be more ideal. At least, if he's been through the same things as me, we can relate to each other and that will make him a more understanding person rather than one of those horrible pro-life people who just say those stupid cliches and dismiss the pain of others.
I just want someone who is kind, loving, gentle, romantic, affectionate, honest, passionate, faithful and sensitive. Of course, I want the normal things like treating me with respect and for him to value me as a person. I want someone who is childish like me, I don't want someone who's mature, boring and serious all the time, only when we need to be. In short, I just want a partner who's exactly like me, most... if not all the ways possible.
I used to be so bubbly and full of life four years ago and all the years before that, even though I was constantly going through so much suffering. After that, my heart was dead from the trauma. I want someone to bring life back into this dead heart of mine. I want someone who's crazy... someone I can say stupid things to and he'll laugh like crazy, someone to go on adventures with like I used to do around four years ago, someone to do fun and crazy things with. I just want someone to bring back everything I once was.
