Help What would be the best method for me?

[dinoboye]

I've been looking through different methods for CTB and the best looks like N, but it's apparently nearly impossible to get now. I've heard SN is a close second for many but I've also heard that it tends to make people vomit which is one of my biggest phobias and I really wouldn't wanna go out doing that. Preferably something that doesn't keep me awake during the process and that also isn't anything very painful as my tolerance is very low.
apologies if im being picky. i dont really know what im doing to be quite honest

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a painless way to be gone, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

apologies if im being picky.

You do't need to apologize for being picky with methods! It's our right to choose a peaceful method and a method we like to use. Unfortunately the most peaceful methods are inaccessible.

There's the Suicide Resource Compilation. I think there are still options available. We can't make this decision for you.

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[dinoboye]

bumping this -- things havent gotten any better since i posted the first message originally (if not infinitely worse), and honestly i just need a way out at this point
everyday is genuinely torture and filled with same thoughts (or worse) that made me feel this way originally. ill stop there because this isnt a vent post, but i just really need to drive home the point that i need this asap.

i have looked through the resource comp. but alot of it seems out of my reach or just way too much for me to even attempt

im considering just giving a belt or strong cable and trying to hang myself a try but i figured id bump this in case someone has something better.
i know its probably weird asking people to give ctb suggestions but i dont care at this point
please

 

[noidea1984]

I've been looking through different methods for CTB and the best looks like N, but it's apparently nearly impossible to get now. I've heard SN is a close second for many but I've also heard that it tends to make people vomit which is one of my biggest phobias and I really wouldn't wanna go out doing that. Preferably something that doesn't keep me awake during the process and that also isn't anything very painful as my tolerance is very low.
apologies if im being picky. i dont really know what im doing to be quite honest

Apparently CO poisoning greater than 12,500ppm is enough to be fatal in under 5 minutes, but I have yet to confirm a way that would produce enough without a ton of irritating side products. I plan on trying decomposition of formic acid; when I run a test in about ~3 weeks I'll let you know what happens.