LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
- 182
What will your last thought be before you ctb?
It might be "I hope that wolf over there has already had lunch.". I will be in a remote, cold forest fading away from hypothermia.What will your last thought be before you ctb?
I'll tell you my personal experience when I tried partial hanging last year (and failed, obviously.)
So, my mind was kinda blank. I wasn't thinking of anything, just preparing the rope, deciding my position and angle, leaving notes behind and all personal data such as credit cards, passwords, etc in order for my family to do whatever they wanted with that.
However, when I was finally being hanged and losing my oxygen, one of the most well-known clichés happened to me: my life started flashing before my eyes. I saw myself as a kid, saw my first girlfriends, my dogs, remembered the good times I had with my family and my non-friends anymore.. it was amazing and just in seconds. I was crying (both for the pain and this visions I think) and then I couldn't take it anymore and stopped.
Also, I felt some big darkness was coming, everything was getting really quiet, so, I think there will be nothing out there. So mysterious!