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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
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I know that after we are dead we probably do not care about anything, but I am curious what will you miss when you wont be here ? Is anything good in this world for you what would be appreciated also in afterlife?



Family - yeah nothing to talk about, hope I will meet them :)

Music. I am just so used to it its like part of my life, its funny to think that music is a privilege, its so common now but few decades or centuries ago it was only in form of bards/orchesters (live music) Most of the time and most of the people in world did not have privilege to listen so many beautiful peaces. Its really a gift and I am honored and gratefull that I could experience this part of life.

Modern technology - another privilege, internet - literally unlimited place for knowledge, information. Games and Movies, I am not a gamer but I have a few games I used to play from my childchood and its just nostalgy and fun. Movies and Anime - From my teenage years I lived without fater figure but I had a pretty good rolemodels in some fictional characters that do not exist from anime or movies, its funny how I could absorb wisdom from places many would not expect there is and I am gratefull for that also. I have been lost and it showed me a way I wanna shape my character.
(of coruse there are lot of downsides of modern technology but thats for different topic)

I will definitely miss nature. When my health was not that bad I used to go for long walks through meadows, groves enjoying spring or summer, feeling how wind caress my skin, how sun rays are touching my skin and warming it. I will also miss birds, how they sings and every one different song, how they are flying representing freedom. I will miss colours of flowers and all of the things. Blue sky, fluffy summer white clouds slowly floating :) I will miss mountains and view from it, I had one particular place I used to visit, and it was so peacefull, untouched by humans I could observe other peaks from it also valleys and I felt that natural energy so good for meditation. I will miss it.

Food - yeah despite having serious problem with digestion I used to enjoy this pleasure when I could. All the different tastes that are possible mostly in this age, yeah so many possibilities to taste and enjoy. Also I used to drink coffee hmm that sour taste and smell is exactly for me or Green tea with lemon yes I really did enjoy life. Dark chocolate while I was on long walk through nature.

Social life - talking with good people ( I like talk with small group best for me is only 2 or 3 people talking) enjoying their company, talking about deep things or just everything and enjoying present moment. Yes good part of life, sad that I have been pretty much alone for several last years of my life.

What I will miss and I could never experience is this particular age we are living - so many possibilities to travel and to visit, places even our ancestors could not. To learn from different cultures, tribes, see ocen etc.. I feel sad that I will leave before I had chance to enjoy this part this world offers so many options now. This age is unique because its the only one we can do so many things no one before us could.

That probably it, maybe I forgot something, but I feel blessed to have option to live in this unique age.Sorry if this topic do not belong to this forum.
 
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Aries

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Jun 14, 2023
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If I were given the opportunity, I would spend my time looking after loved ones and helping them in everyway possiblee
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

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Aug 20, 2022
243
I will miss my family, they were very kind to me and they supported me throughout this hell, but that's it, I'm going to be another statistic. Other than that, maybe listening to my favorite music. That's it honestly. Oh and the sea.
 
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frog_prince

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Feb 8, 2023
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my bros
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
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Raising dogs
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

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Sep 28, 2022
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when we wont be here we will be unable to miss anything as once we die we can never have a thought ever again, from our perspective its like we never existed, we will be unaware of everything.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
662
Music, crime documents and some tv shows and just browsing online forums as it's something I have been doing for over a decade.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,557
No, if I was able to miss anything then I wouldn't, I see existence as being something very pointless, dreadful and unappealing, non-existence is the only relief for me, I would be very glad to be leaving this horrible world filled with endless suffering behind.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
452
when we wont be here we will be unable to miss anything as once we die we can never have a thought ever again, from our perspective its like we never existed, we will be unaware of everything.
I take comfort in this. It seems like a relief to know I will put aside earthly matters and just cease to exist, except in the memories of people who knew me. They can do with that what they will, it's not mine to deal with.
 
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Tälos

Tälos

Member
Jul 4, 2023
15
I don't think I will miss anything, as I will be dead, but undoubltedly, in my last moments I will be thinking of my partner and how much he loves me. I feel like I am such a disgrace because I want to die for no apparent reason, and yet this person chooses to love me regardless, in spite of how hard it is to hear that your loved one, the person you've chosen to spend your life with, wants to die.
 
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qw3rty259

qw3rty259

CTB by a ticket soon
Jun 19, 2023
196
music, my gf and making love with her. actually I will miss nothing cause I'll be dead, but okay, there is no harm in the romantization of it...
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
280
The smell of coffee, calm winds, blue skies, the stars at night

Those closest to me, I will miss and feel guilty for the pain I must leave them with

The warmth on my hands and face the sun gives me everyday.

The love and the gifts the world has bestowed on me.

The grass that touches the world beneath my feet.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,157
music films video games maths physics science electronics programming and drugs
things that won't be missed food, sleep, shiting, peeing, hot or cold, being enslaved inside a decaying machine, showering, cooking, traveling once you've seen one place you've seen it all, these four walls, i won't miss anyone,
 
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GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
126
Definitely dogs 🐕❤️
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
Miss pain? agony? abuse? assault? That's something you think worth missing?
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,466
Nothing much
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,190
After death I won't miss anything because I won't exist .

1 nanosecond after this brain dies then I die and I won't exist forever . So after I death I won't be able to miss anything. No memory of anything that happened in this brief life will remain. its the same as before i was born . Take any year 1900 for example then I didn't miss anything , nor want anything , had no worries no problems and no problem with not existing, no pain , no suffering , no problems . It will be like that again right after I die.

Missing something , wanting something , fear of missing out thinking something is "good" , memories etc are only functions of a brain.and imo are just illusions anyway.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Specialist
Apr 18, 2023
386
My mom. She's been an absolute rock all my life. My nephews and niece. I watched them grow from toddlers to teenagers and they're a true delight to be around. But even they can't fix what's wrong with me and I don't expect them to
 
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blitz

blitz

Alive out of habit
Nov 14, 2022
64
Alcohol and music. That's it. Not a single person that's ever been a part of my life.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
Cool Ranch Doritos?
 
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todiefor

todiefor

I hope I made some +ve difference in ppl’s lives
Jun 24, 2023
440
To be honest not much, that's kinda sad lol. I think things like having a dog or having children I would like to have done but can't really miss since I haven't done it. I think some selected friends that I can truly be myself with, I think travelling with some of these said friends. Some nostalgia foods for me. I will miss some good memories I've had. I would really miss being loved and cared for but that isn't in my life anymore so hard to say it's something I would miss when I'm dead when I would have missed it in life anyway
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
6,517
I'd miss my family, but I already do, since they're all dead. Nothing left to miss. So, I guess I'd miss nothing, anymore. There's nothing left.
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
I would miss video games, music, nature, cats, and literature.
 
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Parasitic

Parasitic

Tew
Jun 16, 2023
34
Music, tetris, my closest friend and animals
 
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PinkyStat

It’s killing me
Jun 4, 2023
143
My mother and pepperoni pizza… oh and also my cats
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
159
There's this one creator who I really like, so I'd be a little sad about not being able to see any of their new stuff. Well, I'm not sure if that counts under missing though.
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
147
The smell of coffee, calm winds, blue skies, the stars at night

Those closest to me, I will miss and feel guilty for the pain I must leave them with

The warmth on my hands and face the sun gives me everyday.

The love and the gifts the world has bestowed on me.

The grass that touches the world beneath my feet.
I like those, stars at night or touching grass barefoot. Thank you for comment.
Miss pain? agony? abuse? assault? That's something you think worth missing?
not at all, because of pain I will erase myself soon. But I appreciate good thing that I could experience :)
There's this one creator who I really like, so I'd be a little sad about not being able to see any of their new stuff. Well, I'm not sure if that counts under missing though.
yes definitely :)
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I'd miss my family, but I already do, since they're all dead. Nothing left to miss. So, I guess I'd miss nothing, anymore. There's nothing left.
Same here
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
I won't miss absolutely anything! I can't wait to slip out of this evil world for good!
 
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S u i c i d e

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Jun 20, 2023
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Nothing.
 
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