I'm going to miss going for walks surrounded by nature and my dance lessons. I will miss the trees, beautiful flowers, birds, animals, the sky especially when it's sunny or at sunrise and sunset. I will miss my cherished music, how it makes me feel and all of the daydreams I made in my mind whilst listening to it. That was sort of, always my escape from reality, how I would like my life to be and it was a temporary relief from my immense sadness and pain. I will miss my poetry, books, literature, writing in my diary and as letters, films and tv shows. Finally, even though it is also painful, I will miss the feeling of love that I feel right now and have been feeling for the past year. I wish I was an angel who could be free from pain but still come to earth and enjoy all of these things. Whilst listening to a song right now, I literally had a vision of me standing in the park where I go for walks in, turning into an angel and flying away. That would be bliss.