How can i be so dead inside, but the pain is excruciating!?!
My lifes so dead.
My lifes jigsaw will never be completed as the piece missing is now gone forever.
I feel so ill today more then ever before.
I may not say my final 'goodbye' out loud for all all to hear and see when the time comes now, due to recent events.
I feel in this moment i am saying 'goodbye' to the true me in some way so find myself writing this!
I used all i had left to protect another who deserved protecting, but now feel have no one to protect me and i do not blame them.
I had hoped one day to receive the care i gave, to have someone fight for me as much as i do for anyone that matters to me, but this is never going to happen.
So, so tired now my body is like lead and i must close my eyes and let the darkness in.
I hate this world. I hate myself. I hate myself in this world.
My lifes so dead.
My lifes jigsaw will never be completed as the piece missing is now gone forever.
I feel so ill today more then ever before.
I may not say my final 'goodbye' out loud for all all to hear and see when the time comes now, due to recent events.
I feel in this moment i am saying 'goodbye' to the true me in some way so find myself writing this!
I used all i had left to protect another who deserved protecting, but now feel have no one to protect me and i do not blame them.
I had hoped one day to receive the care i gave, to have someone fight for me as much as i do for anyone that matters to me, but this is never going to happen.
So, so tired now my body is like lead and i must close my eyes and let the darkness in.
I hate this world. I hate myself. I hate myself in this world.
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