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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
I will eat shrimp from Red Lobster, a burrito, some tacos, a pint of ice cream, bag of Doritos Tapatio, and the sundae Spongebob ate.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Flavor Of Love Romance GIF
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I have stomach issues and can't eat more than about a cup of food. But I love to cook. Maybe make some shrimp pasta with pesto and sautéed veggies.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Meto
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
At this rate? Whatever I happen to have on hand during the famine.

Most likely a can of spicy chili and some saltines.

Maybe also a protein powered "nutty bar" to have as a treat while America goes down in flames.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
I have stomach issues and can't eat more than about a cup of food. But I love to cook. Maybe make some shrimp pasta with pesto and sautéed veggies.
2 shrimp lovers have responded lol
 
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sadnurse

Student
Nov 2, 2021
118
I don't care tbh… Ivd been eating pretty well leading up to my ctb that I'm sick of food that I won't care on the actual day
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
At this rate? Whatever I happen to have on hand during the famine.

Most likely a can of spicy chili and some saltines.

Maybe also a protein powered "nutty bar" to have as a treat while America goes down in flames.
Only wheat is going away.
SN . screw an animal need food and everything in existence.
Huh?
I don't care tbh… Ivd been eating pretty well leading up to my ctb that I'm sick of food that I won't care on the actual day
I wonder how many suicides were preceded by a trip to the buffet.
 
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romanholidaydionysu

romanholidaydionysu

Member
Mar 24, 2022
16
Five tabs of acid. And I'm taking the secrets of the universe with me
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
a binge of easy to eat, shit, greasy, fatty, unhealthy food that ive been denying myself of for all these years of ultimately pointless self-discipline
 
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𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮 ☆

𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮 ☆

Mommy?
Mar 8, 2022
27
I just had cereal, so hopefully that
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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A medium rare filet mignon w/ baked potato and some Crown to wash it all down with.
 
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sadnurse

Student
Nov 2, 2021
118
Maybe a Japanese A5 wagyu steak
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I don't know. Whenever I think about this I struggle to come up with a good answer. Something nice and comforting, but not so luxurious that I suddenly want to live to enjoy the pleasures of life or something so out of the norm for me that I get psyched out. Maybe a nice French onion soup and some ice cream?
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Eating and cooking has always been such a happy experience for me. I'll probably spend a couple months without good meals. Plain rice and what not. I like that feeling when I'm emptied out and detached at the end.
 
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deathbydragon

deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
189
SN hopefully lmao.

Always hated food, hated cooking even more. I suppose it's a little thing but given food is such a huge thing for seemingly everyone else but me, it's been one of the big sources of disconnection and detachment. A more honest answer will probably be one the meal replacement shakes or instant pasta I live off.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
After the past couple days of binge eating I'd say either cheesecake or sushi or both.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
SN hopefully lmao.
Always hated food, hated cooking even more. I suppose it's a little thing but given food is such a huge thing for seemingly everyone else but me, it's been one of the big sources of disconnection and detachment. A more honest answer will probably be one the meal replacement shakes or instant pasta I live off.
Eat ramen dry. It's great
 
Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
743
I don't care tbh… Ivd been eating pretty well leading up to my ctb that I'm sick of food that I won't care on the actual day
Same, I already stuffed my face for the last couple of months with just about everything. Last meal I'll probably go with avocado sushi and a piece of cake or icecream.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
Same, I already stuffed my face for the last couple of months with just about everything. Last meal I'll probably go with avocado sushi and a piece of cake or icecream.
Are you fat?
 
Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
743
Are you fat?
No, I've been rather slim for the last about 10 years since transitioning to a mostly whole food plant diet. Due to stress last months I've been indulging in junkfood, gained couple of kilos but still somewhat slim. Don't have to worry about my figure since I'll be dying soon, most likely.
 
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Ready2GoNow2022

Member
Mar 19, 2022
44
Lidl waffles, slathered in Nutella and peanut butter, topped with vanilla ice cream, maraschino cherries and then drizzled with maple syrup.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
No, I've been rather slim for the last about 10 years since transitioning to a mostly whole food plant diet. Due to stress last months I've been indulging in junkfood, gained couple of kilos but still somewhat slim. Don't have to worry about my figure since I'll be dying soon, most likely.
I have ibs. Sucks
 
Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
743
I have ibs. Sucks
I have digestive issues as well. Did comprehensive stool testing and they found some bacteria, did treatment with a naturopath (took natural antibiotics-garlic and grapefruit seed extracts) and through diet (low fodmap, no sugar), I managed to get it under control to where I don't have any issues as long as I keep eating well.
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
I dont have the luxury anymore to have my desired last meal but if I could, it'll be some sushi or cali rolls with extra wasabi serving on the side, some spicy multi-patty cheesy bacon burgers, a strawberry wine/sake or a pack of fruit beers, honeymead, or buttered beere (not the wizard thing but from Tudor times), and a tub of mint or bubblegum ice cream. Lastly, a nice vanilla cigar. 😊

But since thats already wishful thinking, I might just try a clear soup seasoned with SN to mask its taste. Hey, those coal workers from 1910 had a hearty meal with their SN-seasoned stew until they dropped cold mid-meal. That might just be a good alternative for me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,275
I do not want to have a last meal, to me there is no point to eating if I will soon be gone. I do not really enjoy eating, it is a chore. I just want to be free from all suffering.
 
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DraktarLim

DraktarLim

I don't like my title.
Mar 26, 2022
14
I will eat shrimp from Red Lobster, a burrito, some tacos, a pint of ice cream, bag of Doritos Tapatio, and the sundae Spongebob ate.
Probably coffee and bread. Pretty simple huh 😅
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I think I'll have sushi before my fast!
With a nice thick milkshake. And some licorice.


Thanks for the question. For some reason it has comforted me.
Bread and butter can be awesome.
Especially home baked bread when you're really hungry! I like the ends of baguette rolls.
 
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