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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
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Mine would probably be steak pie, with crispy hot chips, a pizza, spicy noodles with hot dogs cut up in it, a cheesy mince burrito, chicken burger with peri peri wings. Doritos with salsa, a tub of strawberry cheesecake icecream with Oreo icecream, warm chocolate fudge cake and a Oreo milka bar. And my drink would be water and Coke Zero. Obviously on the actual day of ctb id probably not have anything in my system but this is like the final meal kinda thing.
 
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other-ghost

other-ghost

rotting
Apr 5, 2025
81
my local fried rice, tori paitan ramen, fried chicken, tiramisu, and anything else i label 'evil' food, honestly.
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
299
To be honest, I would just love to go with my favorite things rather than fancy filling ones, a pizza, jellies, cakes and other sweet things, and a drink to top it off as my final meal.
 
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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
224
my local fried rice, tori paitan ramen, fried chicken, tiramisu, and anything else i label 'evil' food, honestly.
OMG TIRMASU YESSSSSSS
To be honest, I would just love to go with my favorite things rather than fancy filling ones, a pizza, jellies, cakes and other sweet things, and a drink to top it off as my final meal.
Your favorites are always the best
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
Just pig out at my favourite chinese buffet
 
BRAINWORMS

BRAINWORMS

dust to dust
Jul 20, 2020
161
Thinking about finally doing it today, so I'm fasting right now. If I follow through, my last meal will have been the Taco Bell I ate last night. Very gourmet. 😌
 
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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
224
Thinking about finally doing it today, so I'm fasting right now. If I follow through, my last meal will have been the Taco Bell I ate last night. Very gourmet. 😌
YUMMY!! what was your order? And I am wishing you serenity and peace <3
 
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moya117

moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
287
anything my mom cooks honestly
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
I dont eat when I'm, depressed, or stressed. So nothing.
 
lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,513
A hot chocolate.
Lots of fizzy drinks

sweet things, all the sweet things
 
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HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
153
I would love to go to my nearby Asian buffet one last time. Their sushi buffet is one of my favorites. Have my last cup of coffee after.
 
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black money boys

black money boys

80% BAN CREDITS
Apr 18, 2025
518
a pack of crisps preferably a spicy one and an ice cold bottle of water at the end
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,968
Spaghetti with Tomato Sauce from my local italian restaurant
 
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maneose

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Sep 10, 2023
142
probably taco bell, i like their food a lot and it's nostalgic from when my mom would bring it to me and eat with me during elementry school. if anything i would love to go back to that time and eat it just like that. also many foods have become diluated or just bland due to losing my sense of smell, so with the spicess it would make it more enjoyable.
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
92
A slice of Pepperoni and a slice of Pesto pizza from Pizza My Heart on the Esplanade in Capitola Village, California, and a Diet Coke.
 
BRAINWORMS

BRAINWORMS

dust to dust
Jul 20, 2020
161
YUMMY!! what was your order? And I am wishing you serenity and peace <3
Ended up chickening out once the KN arrived so not doing it today. It would've been two cantina chicken crispy tacos and some nacho fries. šŸ˜©šŸ‘ŒšŸ»
 
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voidinsidemychest

Member
Apr 16, 2025
14
prolly wingstop
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
Honestly it doesn't really matter to me.
 
bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
Anything because once i am ready to try to ctb again could be any day
 
SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

I am the face of loves rage
Oct 6, 2023
194
my local fried rice, tori paitan ramen, fried chicken, tiramisu, and anything else i label 'evil' food, honestly.
this is very relatable
 
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jiwoo1584

New Member
Dec 4, 2024
1
PIZZA
 
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notrllycherub

ā™”
Apr 18, 2025
39
sushi, pizza, caesar salad, sweet potato fries, cherry/vanilla coke, jellies, ice cream, and some fruit. and i'll top it off with a crystal vape
 
GUZMA

GUZMA

Whore44
Mar 31, 2024
79
Probably a kinder bar bro, genuinely fire
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
Peanut butter sandwich, peanut butter ice cream, peanut butter scoops, etc.
 
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Orangee

Orangee

I want to leave this sad world
Apr 6, 2024
92
Lasagna and berry pie with vanilla icecream. Boba.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,382
one day i starved myself and slept the entire day, and the next morning i was really lightheaded so i went to mcdonalds to eat breakfast. i would want to get breakfast from mcdonalds again. i'd get 5 hashbrowns, 1 sausage egg mcmuffin, and then 1 small diet dr pepper. then i would probably get a strawberry crepe and some coffee ice cream once it was time for lunch! i'm only allowed to eat that much if i plan on dying bc it would be like 30 dollars lol
 

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