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JustAMatterOfTime
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- Mar 21, 2021
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I looked a lot into a certain chemical method at 18, but at 12 when I started cutting I knew then in my mind I was waiting until I'm 21. And here I am.. 9 years laterI was 12, school was hell and I had realized that I didn't want to be part of this world anymore.
Thus, the idea of dying came up to my mind! "Why not do it?" The thing is how, though."
There were no tall buildings were I lived so jumping was not an option. Then, I remembered something I used to see everyday and which was always very close to me: A TRAIN.
This was the answer I needed. I would jump in front of a train while going to school and finally life would be over.
However, I tried to do it many times but of course I failed. I just can't believe that I even thought about it. I would never choose such a gore method now. Maybe because I was just a teen my SI was not fully developed? Who knows...
Anyway, what was the first method method that popped into your head when your first thought about suicide?