I've read all your posts and don't want to spam this thread, but wanted to say thank you all for sharing.
And it might not mean anything coming from an internet stranger, but know that I sympathize with you all.
I've been struggling with my issues and have been in a weird head space. My thoughts tend to spiral out of control and a weird emotional / mental battles aways ensues..
The outcome is always where I don't know what I'm feeling, how I'm feeling, or if I'm actually feeling anything at all... and then I keep confusing myself whether if any of it is real, or if this all stemmed from losing my dog, but I've always felt this way.. I think..? and.. I can't really explain it but it sucks inside my head right now, but at least I can't tell it fucking sucks. I can feel that is sucks right now.
And so I wanted to let anyone that may be in a weird head space, or whether it's being bullied, mental/emotional/physical turmoil/decline, or losing someone, or financial struggles, or the world just constantly beating you down, or just being sick of life..
All of it sucks.
All of it sucks so fucking much.
Just know that I'm sighing, crying, yelling, or whatever it is.. I'm doing it at the world with you.