Discussion What was it like?

[loser4ever4life]

Massive Trigger warning regarding attempt experiences

I know that ctb via OD on prescription pills is not really recommended due to the high degree of failure. But for those who did make an attempt using such a method, what was it like? In that I mean, what were you feeling when you took the pills, what were you feelings after? Assuming you didn't call for help, what was waking up like?

Asking because as my own day approaches, without reliable access to surefire methods, I have to rely on this method and I can feel myself panicking, I don't want to call someone and back out because the consequences will be too dire. Just wanting to see what others mindsets were

 

[mossrabbit]

From what I've gathered from other OD attempt posts/stories, the type of medication very much dictates lethality, potential damage to your body in the event of failure, and what the experience tends to feel like.

What kind of medication were you thinking of using?

 

[loser4ever4life]

I appreciate the comment but I'm looking less for a how-to guide and more so account of what they experienced in the moments and actions, throughout the ordeal.

I have gone with an unusual method so I won't post it since people on here are going to tell me things I don't want to hear, sometimes you just gotta make do with what you have

I'll clarify some more; I am not asking oh what was it like to take something like SN (the physical symptoms of fast heart rate and blacking out) but moreso the psychological buildup, the headspace you were in when you first put it in your mouth and the moments after. For those who called someone, why?

 

[loser4ever4life]

Just going to bump this thread since I did make it late and night and am still very interested in hearing from the community

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I tried it twice with propranolol. Nothing happened though; just got drowsy.

 

[loser4ever4life]

I tried it twice with propranolol. Nothing happened though; just got drowsy.

Wow, glad you're still with us. So you just felt numb when taking it and after?

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Wow, glad you're still with us. So you just felt numb when taking it and after?

No not numb, just sleepy