What u're doin right now ?

[Hunter]

Lying (down), dying, crying, sighing

 

[IRIYAMA]

Reducing my belongings, giving a heap away on Pay it Forward sites on FB, less shit to leave behind

 

[Dead_Inside]

Writing and re-writing a text to a "friend" who decided to start a serious conversation with me and then took a Valium to go to sleep.
I wish I was dead ....

 

[blood orange]

Lying around watching Emilia Fart videos on YouTube.

Bracing myself for when I go back to work.

 

[stellabelle]

Finishing a bowl of Mac & cheese, reading through old threads, listening to ghost adventures in the background, and contemplating texting someone that I was in a disagreement went days ago.

 

[BeyondtheVeil]

Drinking a nice glass of Pinot. Listening to music. Reading recent threads. Waiting on a friend to arrive.

 

[Dead Meat]

Suffering

 

[Floraknife]

Waiting for my roommate to finish gaming so I can go upstairs and get something to eat... Social anxiety is really fun

 

[Hunter]

Shivering in a sleeping bag. Wishing I'd never existed.... wishing the torment had never started. Missing someone but knowing they're better off without me.

 

[sif]

Just crying a bit and staring at the clock nervously

 

[littlelady774]

Was trying to sleep but couldn't because I couldn't stop crying.

 

[SamK]

In bed unable to sleep. Crying, hating myself and missing someone. :/

 

[GhostedToast]

browsing this forum, listening to music and trying to think what to do next

 

[Miss clefable]

I really don't know

 

[daikon]

In bed convincing myself to get up, be productive, and go to work. (One nice thing about death: no more fucking errands!)

 

[therhydler]

Shivering in a sleeping bag. Wishing I'd never existed.... wishing the torment had never started. Missing someone but knowing they're better off without me.

Same :(

 

[Dead Meat]

Staring at the wall.

 

[Final Escape]

Staring at the wall.

I just got done grocery shopping, ate some leftover Chinese, now I'm just sitting here, wondering what I'm goin to do now. Lol

 

[KitKat]

Just woke up from a nightmare again, gonna sleep with the lights on now.

 

[therhydler]

Freaking out

 

[DeadlyLiving]

I wrote my ex boyfriend whom I haven't talked to in over 8 months a letter but since I am not friends with him on discord anymore I can't write with him, so I sent him a friend request. Not even sure if he has a new discord account now but he hasn't accepted me yet, so I sent him the letter via e-mail and I don't know if he even uses or reads his email.. I have his steam and see that he is online there but I am too anxious to send him a friend request there. So I am just waiting for an answer or to be accepted in discord.
Why I wrote him in the first place? I miss him terribly .. damn I wish I could have forgotten him by now.

 

[Misanthrope]

Staring at my steam library unable to decide what to play or if I can even be bothered. But thinking right now just feels awful so I may force myself to play something and hope I get absorbed.

 

[Dead Meat]

Sitting here alone as usual in pain.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Waiting for the benzos and painkillers to kick in so I can get some sleep.

 

[Misanthrope]

Waiting for the benzos and painkillers to kick in so I can get some sleep.

I hope you can manage some undisturbed rest.

 

[DeadlyLiving]

Staring at my steam library unable to decide what to play or if I can even be bothered. But thinking right now just feels awful so I may force myself to play something and hope I get absorbed.

I know that feeling. I'd recommend a game where you have to use your brain so that you are concentrated on it instead of getting lost in your thoughts.

 

[Redt2go]

Drinking mentally preparing to interact

 

[Midnight]

Just now since i glanced past this thread i wonder what happened to OP (if he ctb'ed on his journey through te UK or just left). It was nice of him to start a conversation with me and just talk about stuff. Hope you got whatever you where looking for Raptorhavx.

 

[Aesthler]

Getting ready to fall asleep, which will happen hours later.

 

[LastDay]

Contemplating CTB, uh duh.

Other than that, I'm about to listen to my therapy session again. My therapist allows me to record them and I really enjoy hearing them. It s o o t h e s me.