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Which describes you best?

  • I don't want to live whatsoever, even if my dreams came true

    Votes: 18 10.0%
  • I don't want to live because it's simply not worth it (for whatever reason)

    Votes: 41 22.8%
  • I wish I could live, but my current circumstances prevent me from doing so

    Votes: 18 10.0%
  • I wish I could live, but my physical and/or mental health is making it impossible

    Votes: 43 23.9%
  • I wish I could live but my life is an uphill battle/I'm tired

    Votes: 40 22.2%
  • I'm uncertain whether to live or die/I'll accept either which-way

    Votes: 9 5.0%
  • I don't have any particular reason for suicide, but I don't have any reason to stay alive

    Votes: 6 3.3%
  • Other

    Votes: 5 2.8%

  • Total voters
    180
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,514
Health problems. Gaslighted that it's just in my head. Every traumas. Sexual, assault...

I have crippling agoraphobia since I stupidly went on my own to a psych ward and was deshumanized. I want SN but if they don't deliver to my door I'll be forced out. Too terrified to go get my mail.
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
I am new on this site. I am suicidal . I wanted feedback on where to find a thread or post for people who have suffered loss and heartbreak and feeling suicidal .
 
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onetapgandhi

Student
Oct 4, 2022
119
An Angry pissed off one
 
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R. A.

R. A.

But...the future refused to change.
Aug 8, 2022
1,040
I answered with physical and mental health trouble. but I believe the one after of being tired of the struggle applies to me and most others who would give my answer. Lots of people have poor health issues of either nature, but there's something in their life that helps them get through it; support network, passion, sense of duty or purpose, other access to resources...life is effort no matter what, but its whether or not you have enough vitality to keep spending on it that's the question.

The vitality required to deliberately and successfully exit life, now that's another matter...
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
I'm not sure which one should I pick. I kind of gravitated towards the "living just isn't worth it" option, but then...Yes, life can be horrible and people can be unimaginably cruel, lots of them. But the pain isn't the only thing that exists. If we can fear pain even when things are good, then it is possible to flip our outlook around and hope for the good even when you're in pain. At least to some extent, I understand that there are kinds of pain that are beyond that, but I am lucky enough not to experience that now, and might not experience it in the future. If I do, then it will surely be not worth it to keep living. But not yet.

So I wish I could live. Now the question is - are my current circumstances unlivable, or is my life an uphill battle and I am just tired of struggling so badly. I'm not sure. How do I tell?
 
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magnog

Member
Oct 10, 2022
8
"Well, I don't want my dreams to be a reality, I want my dreams to be sprayed all over the wall."
 
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idontknovv

Member
Oct 10, 2022
5
im just bored of life i feel nothing i dont like it
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,604
I'm tired of fighting....year after year with no solution,i feel it's the time to give up
 
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