Right now my whole situation. The whole living suck.
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Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,780
I've had "doctors" threaten to fire me, too, for being too dark. A prerequisite to getting care is subscribing to THEIR value system--their ideas of good vs bad. BS. Since leaving my last specialist I've never looked back.
Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
Total hopelessness.feeling dead and empty inside - just waiting for my body to catch up !.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
for me I have depression and anxiety.this is way i want to kill myself.
agreement
Mage
- Mar 26, 2018
- 544
All of the above plus one: beauty.
A song that is so beautiful that is moving as for a movie that make me cry, those are things that make me wanna die.
Rocky M
I'm A Monster
- Jun 20, 2018
- 213
Waking up. Overthinking the possibilities of the new day, feeling so angry at my inability to stay asleep (I wake up multiple times a night, sometimes never sleeping at all), wanting to take my anger out on something but not being able to. I'm trapped, and I want out.
deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 359
For me it's because I am obsessed with suicide. I read everything I can, including reddit posts in suicidewatch and depression, and that forces my mind to think about it and it's usually what makes me have a depressive mindset. I have thought about doing something else with my time but I don't really have too many things to do and I end up reading those posts again.Similar threads
