What triggers your suicidal urges?

[Lost]

Right now my whole situation. The whole living suck.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

My head doctor even refused to see me any more.

I've had "doctors" threaten to fire me, too, for being too dark. A prerequisite to getting care is subscribing to THEIR value system--their ideas of good vs bad. BS. Since leaving my last specialist I've never looked back.

 

[Lara Francis]

Total hopelessness.feeling dead and empty inside - just waiting for my body to catch up !.

 

[wanttodie]

for me I have depression and anxiety.this is way i want to kill myself.

 

[agreement]

All of the above plus one: beauty.

A song that is so beautiful that is moving as for a movie that make me cry, those are things that make me wanna die.

 

[Rocky M]

Waking up. Overthinking the possibilities of the new day, feeling so angry at my inability to stay asleep (I wake up multiple times a night, sometimes never sleeping at all), wanting to take my anger out on something but not being able to. I'm trapped, and I want out.

 

[deflagrat]

For me it's because I am obsessed with suicide. I read everything I can, including reddit posts in suicidewatch and depression, and that forces my mind to think about it and it's usually what makes me have a depressive mindset. I have thought about doing something else with my time but I don't really have too many things to do and I end up reading those posts again.