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saintives

saintives

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Dec 23, 2019
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i love my friends but cant go further in my situation..it is too bad. how can i inform without upsetting too much?
 
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itsmeagain

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Jan 28, 2020
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i love my friends but cant go further in my situation..it is too bad. how can i inform without upsetting too much?
It depends. Have you met them in real life before? if not, maybe plan to have a letter sent to them or an email, or give someone instructions to message them if you pass. Plus, if you don't, you'd had worried them for nothing. If you do know them in person, you can mention them in a letter. I know things may be fucked right now, but... I hope you stay for a little longer. If not, I only wish you peace in what you do <3
 
saintives

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Dec 23, 2019
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It depends. Have you met them in real life before? if not, maybe plan to have a letter sent to them or an email, or give someone instructions to message them if you pass. Plus, if you don't, you'd had worried them for nothing. If you do know them in person, you can mention them in a letter. I know things may be fucked right now, but... I hope you stay for a little longer. If not, I only wish you peace in what you do <3

my situation isnt reversible or fixable at all...there is lit no choice Do u know if someone can video chat with when I do sodium nitrite?

I know some irl some.not. the non-irl would need a way to know, but they are dear to me
 
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itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
my situation isnt reversible or fixable at all...there is lit no choice Do u know if someone can video chat with when I do sodium nitrite?

I know some irl some.not. the non-irl would need a way to know, but they are dear to me
I'm not sure who would be with you, but there is a partners megathread that you could look for, or you could make a post here. I'd offer to myself, but I'm in a really fucked up place. But if you want, I can text you, I'm available for that. Of course, through the website's messaging system. I can send you lots of hugs. The best way to do it may be to send a suicide letter goodbye, and put it behind a password protected thing. I know there's websites that let you copy paste links and put password behind them, you can maybe make sure the video is an unnecessary long length of you maybe sitting there.... something like maybe an hour and a half, so that it takes a while to upload. Then you can send them a password to their emails or discords and then upload the video, take the nitrate, and then if it doesn't work out, you have time to cancel the upload. Perhaps you should do it in separate parts? Like... You can make one video with ANOTHER password and upload another video that has the actual message ALSO protected by a password... That way alltogether they may take all night to upload to google drive, so if something doesnt work, you can cancel it. Alternatively, you COULD just make a suicide video and leave a password to them like i said so they can just access your whole google drive or a junk one you make, and ask them to text certain usernames on discord to talk about it.
 
k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Maybe you could exchange emails or something and do a delayed email to them? Or even one of them and they can tell the others. Someone you trust.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I think you can ask for their address/postal code and send them letters. Or a beautiful postcard with a farewell.
 
saintives

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Thanks everyone
 
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