I’ve forgotten almost everything.

[Lou_Charthethird]

I cant remember life being real

I cant remember my urges or my fears

I cant remember my interests or disinterests

I cant remember what happiness or sadness feels like

I cant remember what being scared and alone felt like

I cant remember what being driven from my passions felt like

I cant remember what my values were and why

I cant remember how my brain functions

I cant remember how to react to bad things, or good things

I cant remember what good and bad even means

I cant remember being hopeless

I cant remember what being hurt feels like

I cant fucking remember

Im gone

I cant even try to remember. I am nothing anymore. God please just kill me