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SomedayorNexttime

SomedayorNexttime

I hope death is nice to me
Jul 13, 2025
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I had a conversation with my family member about my draft for suicide. I didn't know how to explain it. I was told that they would be here for anything I needed, which made me uncomfortable because I don't want people to want me to stay here. Not sure what to do after, and I think they told other people.
 
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fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
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Pretend like you're getting better and write a new one and change your entire plan
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
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Alternatively you can say that you wrote the note to "Get your thoughts on paper." and you were going to toss it away, if you have a therapist you can tell them that this is what your therapist told you to do as a coping mechanisms and that whole "It helps me clarify and process my thoughts" bullshit therapists like to push on you.
 
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