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diopdawe

diopdawe

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I am very scared of the time frame after I drink SN but before death. What are you gonna do during that time? I will try to knock myself out with benzos and hopefully I will go to sleep pretty quickly after the SN drink.
 
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spero_meliora

spero_meliora

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Jan 13, 2025
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this is definitely why benzos are recommended.... maybe put on your favourite movie or your favourite songs, or scroll something you enjoy on your phone? if you're going to go out, you may as well put on something you love in the background, you know?
 
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this is definitely why benzos are recommended.... maybe put on your favourite movie or your favourite songs, or scroll something you enjoy on your phone? if you're going to go out, you may as well put on something you love in the background, you know?
This definately sounds good. Thank you for your input!
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

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Mar 9, 2024
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I mean you're going to be pretty nauseous, and your heart will be beating out of your chest (tachycardia), so you'll probably be too concerned with managing those symptoms to actually "do" anything during that time. Best thing would probably just be to lie down, get comfy, and put on some of your favourite music.
 
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average man

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i just took domperidone and tagamet, i just need to take the SN now. I don`t know if i can do it.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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My friend, I saw a video where a person who drank nitrite fell asleep quite quickly, he vomited only once and his death was peaceful.
I recently tested the 48-hour regimen. So, 4 Atarax tablets did not affect me at all (maximum daily dosage), I waited 40 minutes (They were very bitter and did not grind well.), then ate.
According to the protocol, we should lose consciousness within 12 minutes. After taking it, it is better to lie on your back
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spero_meliora

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Jan 13, 2025
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i just took domperidone and tagamet, i just need to take the SN now. I don`t know if i can do it.
remember that if you have a lot of second thoughts, you don't need to do it now. there's always another day. no shame at all in delaying. 🫂
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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I will listen to anything that distract me from this event and anything that make me feel that it's normal.
 
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