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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
33
I feel like I'll panic and botch my own attempt. 30 min is a long time of just sitting and waiting to die. I thought maybe being in call with someone would help but it's probably better to die alone.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
123
Personally I would listen to music
 
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walliwalli

Student
Feb 14, 2026
140
where'd you hear about 30 minutes? i thought unconsciousness tends to happen quicker than that. i was imagining more like 10-15 minutes.

i was thinking of just lying there or maybe watching something on the tv (since i'll be at a hotel). like starting a movie, drinking the SN when it's time, then continuing to watch as if it's no big deal.
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
173
Hearing gets muffled, vision blurs, confusion sets in. I don't think you'll be enjoying TV or music
 
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NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

Student
Dec 26, 2025
145
I feel like I'll panic and botch my own attempt. 30 min is a long time of just sitting and waiting to die. I thought maybe being in call with someone would help but it's probably better to die alone.
From my understanding of SN, based off threads here, medical articles/reports, news articles, and coroner reports, if you take the recommended dosage for your body weight, you'll loose consciousness fairly quickly. 30 minutes is highly unlikely, you're probably looking at 10 to 20 minutes max. Even if you're conscious around the 20 minute mark, you'll likely be very out of it. You deteriorate quickly with SN, I've read of multiple cases of people regretting their choice and calling for help and still dying. That's why IMO one should be 100% sure, give it deep thought, and be ready to die if they're going to take SN. Sure some have survived attempts, but for the most part it's really not something you can go back from, and the effects take place very quick.
 
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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
418
If i had SN I would be playing some hero shooter or something. U would be very focused on the game that u forgor
 
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walliwalli

Student
Feb 14, 2026
140
If i had SN I would be playing some hero shooter or something. U would be very focused on the game that u forgor
playing a multiplayer FPS so i can inconvenience random teammates one last time by literally dying mid-game hahaha
 
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Burning_soul

Burning_soul

Member
Feb 26, 2023
27
Listening to music, writing, maybe taking some sleeping pills to not bother with that choice in those moments. From what I know of the lethargic and weakening symptoms, however, I doubt you could do anything but lie on the floor or on your bed before long and think back on short collection of pleasant memories.
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
615
after taking it, I suspect I'll feel ill and just want to lie there and will probably have headphones in listening to music
 
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madmanbadman

Member
Mar 13, 2026
29
cringy i know but ill just hold pictures of all my friends,their letters or my letters to them.
While watching passion of the christ
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

hug me
Jan 30, 2026
84
i am making a playlist of all my favorite songs which ill play when i ctb
 
iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
108
Realistically you will feel very sick and you won't be able to do anything lol.
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
314
I read the average was 12 minutes. A while back I found a video of a guy who filmed himself taking SN and it showed him until he lost consciousness. He did not appear to be in shape to do anything. He looked nauseous at first and then he was really out of it. At one point he was kicking his legs.
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
135
I read the average was 12 minutes. A while back I found a video of a guy who filmed himself taking SN and it showed him until he lost consciousness. He did not appear to be in shape to do anything. He looked nauseous at first and then he was really out of it. At one point he was kicking his legs.
What else did he do?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
934
What else did he do?
If you want to see the video for yourself google "Joe Winko sodium nitrite". He ingested SN last August and he recorded his entire process.
I would have posted the video link here, but maybe that goes against the forum's rules.
 
shikishiki

shikishiki

closer to heaven, abandoned by god
Mar 11, 2026
18
playing a multiplayer FPS so i can inconvenience random teammates one last time by literally dying mid-game hahaha
lmaooooo that got me a good laugh, such a good idea
 
leoneliona

leoneliona

YEOWCH
Mar 31, 2026
86
Realistically, I know that once I drink it there will be anxiety from SI but that's what I plan on using benzos for. From most of the reports/sources I've seen, it only takes around 5-10 minutes for unconsciousness. My reasoning is that if SI would hinder me from using that method, either it's not the right one for me or I need to be introspective about why I'm so afraid of 5 minutes of suffering vs. my perceived lifetime of suffering.
Personally, what I'll most likely be doing is listening to music. I can't see myself being able to focus on anything else.
 
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egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
124
Listen to ethal cain for last time maybe
(But i always knew in the end no one was coming to save me)
 
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stardusted

Member
Dec 28, 2025
26
is there anything i can take thatd knock me out faster than the sn would (without interfering with it)? im super worried about si taking over in the moment and making it scary, even though i know logically that im doing the right thing.
 
nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
265
I would be listening to my "death playlist" that I always play when I attempt suicide as they're comforting in a way, while also hugging and surrounding myself with my favourite plushies while laying-back in a sitting position… Realistically, I don't think I would have the strength and a clear mind to do anything more taxing than those two considering how much of my energy would have probably been utilised to pull that final straw of drinking the SN.
 
Life interrupted

Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
143
I read the average was 12 minutes. A while back I found a video of a guy who filmed himself taking SN and it showed him until he lost consciousness. He did not appear to be in shape to do anything. He looked nauseous at first and then he was really out of it. At one point he was kicking his legs.
Where can I find this video?
 
ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

“die young and save yourself”
Apr 16, 2024
92
take benzos, go to bed and try to calm down before the symptoms hit you. you could take out the batteries from your phone if you're afraid that you might call for help in panic. that's what i'd probably do.
 
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DanLip22

Student
Feb 15, 2026
114
didnt expect chris chans necklace

his video seemed muted cuz hes still talking
True. It's important to note that he didn't fast before he did it, and he was also drinking alcohol, which prevented it from going as smoothly as it could have
 
Shiitake

Shiitake

Student
Nov 29, 2025
144
True. It's important to note that he didn't fast before he did it, and he was also drinking alcohol, which prevented it from going as smoothly as it could have
was wondering why he puked black shit, pretty standard to fast before most drugs
 
Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
176
was wondering why he puked black shit, pretty standard to fast before most drugs
Yikes, I'm not going to watch since I don't think I can handle that, but yeah I think black vomit is a sign of a GI bleed? Hopefully that was just from the alcochol and not the SN
 
Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
376
I'll probably just keep hitting my vape and texting my friends like normal until i'm gone.
 

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