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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
I feel absolutely nothing positive just profound indifference towards everything. I get no satisfaction or pleasure from food, games, work, purchases, nor anything else I do. The closest thing to wants I have is wanting to just sleep because it's easier than anything else and requires less thinking.
 
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deadtomorrow

deadtomorrow

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Oct 25, 2023
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anhedonia is also starting to get me, most music and food is starting to not please me anymore
best solution is to kill yourse- wait, i can't say that because it's against the rules to tell someone to kill themselves on a suicide forum where the person youre telling it to is suicidal anyways for some reason
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Sleep with me
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
best solution is to kill yourse- wait, i can't say that because it's against the rules to tell someone to kill themselves on a suicide forum where the person youre telling it to is suicidal anyways for some reason
My importance to this earth extends beyond my well being. Me killing myself would be a disservice to everyone alive today.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Same here. Anhedonia is such a massive bitch. I wish that there is a cure for anhedonia but there isn't a cure sadly... at least not one that I can think of. A life with anhedonia is no life to live at all
 
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