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What time of the day are you at your worst?

  • Morning

    Votes: 86 52.4%
  • Afternoon

    Votes: 28 17.1%
  • Evening

    Votes: 42 25.6%
  • Night

    Votes: 88 53.7%

  • Total voters
    164
Blank Dreamer

Blank Dreamer

Seeker of Dreams
Sep 11, 2020
72
Could be any time of the day... it's a bit random I guess? Sometimes it's consistent throughout the day.

I feel like it's more often in the evening if I had to choose. You know, the whole being on my own in the dark thing.
 
lost guy

lost guy

Just a guy trying to work things out.
Aug 12, 2020
94
I feel worse at night because I am alone. Morning is a very close second because I wake up from awesome dreams to reality which gives me intense anxiety.
 
Lazuli

Lazuli

Member
Oct 26, 2020
17
Every time the hotel across the street starts blaring loud music. Sometimes I can ignore it, but other times it triggers my anxiety.
 
W’ren

W’ren

Worthless
Oct 28, 2020
557
Evening and night for me-
My physical pain increases through the day and by the time evening rolls around i hurt pretty badly. Night is almost unbearable.
and night time aa of 12:30am is so lonely- no one else is awake to chat with... and sleep doesn't happen, so the hours crawl painfully by whilst i am alone and isolated.
Not great for mental health i'm afraid.
 
All washed up

All washed up

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
232
Morning. I usually sleep well and often have nice dreams about my enjoyable past life.
When I wake up always feels like there's a long day ahead with being unemployed and enduring coronavirus lockdowns
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
If I wake up very early, mornings.

Evenings is better because I didn't die that day and get to enjoy sleeping once more.
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
In the morning when I wake up and realise that im still in this cruel world
 
Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
All the time, but night is worse because trying to fall asleep gives me time to remember everything.
 
D

Deleted member 25174

Member
Jan 4, 2021
99
It doesn't matter what time of day the factor that affects me most is tiredness. I cannot function when I'm tired
 
H

Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Mornings. You wake up and realize you have another day ahead. Waking up makes me more suicidal.
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Depends on the day, but generally I feel worse at night. The intrusive thoughts and negative internal dialogue just kinda beat me down over the course of the day. That, and I'm making an attempt to self-recover from an ED, and knowing that food is adding up throughout the day makes me feel absolutely horrible.
 
Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
All day, every day, but at worst trying to sleep with intrusive negative thoughts keeping me up. Distraction is essential.
 
H

hellodarkness

Member
Dec 8, 2020
92
Night, I think largely because that's when my meds start tapering off
 
E

enuff

had enuff
Sep 10, 2020
173
24/7 i cant' get it out of my mind like a stupid song stuck in my head, over and over and over again.
 

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