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Grinchy

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Jul 27, 2026
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Going to attempt to ctb in 2 days
- sn
- Paracetamol (buy it closer to the ctb time)
-meto

I guess this can count as another tally of the method working.

Should I wipe my phone or something? Would there be a reason to? Lmk any other thoughts
 
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renold

renold

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May 29, 2024
29
hey have you done it yet? really need a source for that shit please literally begging
 
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saddo

Member
Apr 22, 2023
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Are you in the uk? Just wanted to ask someone who actually got theirs coz a lot has been confiscated by customs
 
HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
245
Safe travels <3

If all goes well, I'll also CTB very soon, maybe we could shake hands
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
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hey have you done it yet? really need a source for that shit please literally begging
Hint, they wrote they will take it in two days, and each post has a time stamp. The time stamp reads "today at 5:52 pm".
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,716
I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
987
Hint, they wrote they will take it in two days, and each post has a time stamp. The time stamp reads "today at 5:52 pm".
Confused Thinking GIF

Going to attempt to ctb in 2 days
- sn
- Paracetamol (buy it closer to the ctb time)
-meto


I guess this can count as another tally of the method working.

Should I wipe my phone or something? Would there be a reason to? Lmk any other thoughts
I am pro-choice...

but also...

You're only 20... and just a reminder that often depression is treatable and people recover, even severe depression. Did you try seeking treatment before considering this?
 
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Grinchy

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Jul 27, 2026
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Confused Thinking GIF


I am pro-choice...

but also...

You're only 20... and just a reminder that often depression is treatable and people recover, even severe depression. Did you try seeking treatment before considering this?
25m. Idk I feel as if this is a permanent situation. I got financial issues and I'm just very tired. Even though I live with family it feels as if I can't talk to them. I've been unemployed for a month, I hide that fact. I lie to them because I can't connect with them. Idk I've always kinda been a black sheep & now I'm tired.
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
20
I hope you'll find peace very soon... Good luck ❤️‍🩹
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
235
Wish you look make sure you bought sodium nitrite not nitrate and that the purity is 97-99 percent.
Find peace.
 
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markhuxy1969

New Member
Aug 2, 2026
3
good luck. I wish you all the peace you crave. I would like to know where to get the sodium nitrate.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
987
25m. Idk I feel as if this is a permanent situation. I got financial issues and I'm just very tired. Even though I live with family it feels as if I can't talk to them. I've been unemployed for a month, I hide that fact. I lie to them because I can't connect with them. Idk I've always kinda been a black sheep & now I'm tired.
are you getting unemployment depending on the country? it's normal to feel terrible when leaving a job, and most people experience that at some point. it takes like 2-3 months to grieve the loss of what was, even if it wasn't a good job or a person didn't like it

sorry you are feeling so bad.
 
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Grinchy

Member
Jul 27, 2026
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Going to attempt to ctb in 2 days
- sn
- Paracetamol (buy it closer to the ctb time)
-meto


I guess this can count as another tally of the method working.

Should I wipe my phone or something? Would there be a reason to? Lmk any other thoughts
Currently on the 40 minute count down. Gonna start at the 10 minute mark mixing Sn
 
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lifesnotfair

lifesnotfair

Dealt a bad hand
May 9, 2026
40
Good luck, wishing you a peaceful exit ❤️‍🩹
 
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CowardlyLies

Fan of Fiction
Mar 2, 2026
48
Farewell, I hope you find a peaceful rest
 
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Grinchy

Member
Jul 27, 2026
29
Currently on the 40 minute count down. Gonna start at the 10 minute mark mixing Sn
Mixed. Time to sip.
Rapid heart beat, feel kinda good haha
 
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Ludath

Ludath

All the help in the world couldn’t save me
Sep 7, 2026
44
I hope you find peace. Rest well.
 

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