what the fuck is wrong with me

[annoyed]

i do bad at a game people talk shit about me in comms i lose the game and i go to burn my leg again this is the FOURTH time ive burned my leg up over someone saying somethingn rude to me over a fucking video game and i cant i feel so fucking stupid why do i do this to myself i just want to play the game and not take it to heart so bad but i want my team to like not treat me like shit just because im doing bad for a couple of rounds it just makes me play worse and i hate myself because it feels like every person just ignores me when i comm what the fuck is wrong with me its too late to take the scars back but it feels so fucking stupid i hate myself LolOooLl hahahahHhhahahah
i cant believe this is my life

 

[kitia973]

I know how you feel. My mind always takes the littlest things and transforms them into a full-blown catastrophe, and I end up hurting myself over the most insignificant things. There is truly no meaning in all this suffering.

 

[lavenderlilylies]

I'm very sensitive and take everything too personally too. I tell myself it's stupid to care about the words and actions of people who don't care about me, but i can't even take my own advice, so i won't say it to you. It's bullshit anyway. But I'm sorry you feel this way, i know it's a hard way to live.

 

[olvidame]

I know how you feel. My mind always takes the littlest things and transforms them into a full-blown catastrophe, and I end up hurting myself over the most insignificant things. There is truly no meaning in all this suffering.

relatable. if a friend doesnt message me first i assume they dont care about me. ive deleted so many friends over the years. i hate my brain

 

[Kibby]

relatable. if a friend doesnt message me first i assume they dont care about me. ive deleted so many friends over the years. i hate my brain

whats worse is when you do message first and they just dont respond lol. when they act like they dont value u its just over

 

[Electra]

Being sensitive in an insensitive world truly is a nightmare... I know how that feels, sending hugs to everyone who feels that way <3

 

[_D_]

What game are you playing
I'd just play a different game
competitive games are gonna be filled with people like that
I'd play a game for fun or do something else for fun